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Healthy Habits & Family: One Girl's Take on Dieting Sabotage

2012-01-19T15:00:00.000-05:00

It's been a while since I've posted! I might be 19 days late (I did make a resolution and all), but here I am! Really, I would have to thank Cassey Ho, over at Blogilates.com for spurring my post today. While surfing Facebook, I saw a link to her post How to Start Healthy Habits When Your Family is Not Supportive. Ever the weight-loss warrior, of course I clicked the link. Boy could I relate!

Now, don't get me wrong, I have some super supportive family members. Of course, it helps a lot when your twin sister is also on the Healthy Habit Bandwagon. It helps even more when your husband is, too. The problems arise when you have to return home. My grandmother, bless her heart, is one of the sweetest people I know. But, she doesn't know what being supportive means when it comes to life choices...especially if they involve food.

For those of you that don't know it, my roots are Southern Baptist. We grew up showing people, and one another, how we felt with food. Somebody in the church have a baby? Send them some fried chicken. Someone’s grandfather pass away? Hurry up, make up a casserole! And God forbid having to attend the dreaded Covered Dish dinner. (Don't even get me started!) I swear, every time I hear that someone is out of work with the flu, or might have any other ailment or celebration of any kind going on, I have this knee-jerk reaction to cook or bake something, anything, to take to them. It's so bad, it's even a running joke between me and my husband.

It's difficult enough to make any changes to your routine, but when my husband and I return home and have to eat, it isn't any easier. We both have to really struggle to lose, then keep off the weight. (We Endomorphs got the short end of the stick on that one.) Returning for a visit home is a mine field of lifestyle pitfalls and arguments waiting to happen. And it starts when you walk in the door. There's always a cake or some sort of dessert waiting. (Of course, we love it, who wouldn't?) We try the good ol' "Oh, we just ate before getting here, maybe later!" stand by first. That might help until actual meal time...then it's no holds barred.

And it starts with breakfast. I don't know if she just wants to make him happy, or if she thinks he's heading out to hand-plow rows all day in a field somewhere, but she starts the morning plying my husband with unholy amounts of slab bacon or fatty sausage for breakfast. Not to mention eggs, and toast, and grits and, and,and...

She’s even gone so far as to wake up super early and cook it all before we get up so she can then say, “Don’t let this go to waste now,” when we won’t eat her outrageous portions. If, by chance, it isn't already cooked, she stands close by hovering and saying "You're going to eat more than that, aren't you?" or "Remember, you can have as much as you want!" Even worse? I've had more food magically appear on my plate as I sit there!

It doesn't stop at portions either. I don't think she even hears things like "I can't have gluten," or "Nanny, I can't eat corn anymore, for reasons I can't discuss at the table." Really, telling her No Wheat No Corn translated immediately to I Choose to No Longer Eat Fiber in her brain. I spent the rest of the day explaining the amount of varied vegetables I love and deflecting taking home large bottles of those nasty chewable fiber tablets she swore I needed. I thought I was home free until I caught her stuffing the bottle in my over night bag.

Like Cassey mentions in her article, sometimes saying no equals getting served bigger portions. Telling my grandmother no over food isn't easy. She takes it very personally, and of course that gets to me. I'd never want to purposely hurt her feelings, but sometimes, you just can't help it. Suddenly, a simple No Thank-you turns into a question and answer session, and usually I end up wondering out loud why in the world it's so damn hard to respect my personal decisions. I think anyone with a Diet Saboteur in their midst has put up with any or all of the following...

"How can you eat that? I couldn't live like that!"
"Stop being such a fanatic."
"You're restricting yourself too much."
"Well, eat it just this once, for me."
"It's {insert occasion here}, live a little."
"Don't let this go to waste, there are hungry people that'd be happy to have it."

Yeah...not fun, is it? I admit, it was comforting to know someone else has a family like that. I'm glad Cassey decided to share her story, because it's actually a really important topic. Most people I know are concerned, in some way, about their health or weight and, in my opinion, there are three types of players in the game: the Habit Changers, the Supporters, and the Saboteurs. And that extends to any situation, not just dietary changes. I have learned again and again how important it is to surround yourself with supportive, encouraging people, especially when it comes to things like this. Negativity just doesn't help anyone. Reading Cassey's story made me even more grateful for the Supporters in my life. How about you?

Sunshine On my Shoulders...Soon!

2011-10-26T16:22:00.000-04:00

I can't believe October is almost a memory! So much has happened in the last few months, it's hard to believe I am the same person. The biggest news also happens to be the biggest life change I've ever had...yes, even bigger than picking up and moving to Pennsylvania! OK, hold on tight, there's a lot to tell!

My husband official finished school at the end of September with his Associates of Specialized Technology degree in Bio-medical Equipment Repair! He thoroughly enjoyed his internship with DaVita and really wanted to go after a position with that company, so he put out his resume at the beginning of October and we crossed our fingers.

October 11th came out of nowhere and we were celebrating our third wedding anniversary before we knew it! Animal lovers that we are, we headed to the Erie Zoo for the day, but before we left the house, Rob's phone rang. It was DaVita! He chatted a moment or three and when he got off the phone, he had the biggest smile on his face! They had scheduled an interview for the following day for a position with their company. Of course, besides spending the day together, there wasn't a better way we could have though of to celebrate our anniversary!

Fast forward to today and we are packing our lives into boxes to move once again. Why? Well, Rob has been hired for a position with DaVita and we are ecstatic! I can't pack fast enough either. I have enjoyed Pennsylvania while I have been here, but I have missed my beloved South something awful. The thing I have missed the most (besides my family and friends, of course) is the ocean. We moved here in February of 2010 and I have seen the ocean exactly once during that time...and for only about thirty minutes. That? is unacceptable. Unacceptable I say!

But all that is about to change, because the position Rob was hired for is in beautiful, sunny Florida! We will be moving close enough to Orlando to smell the non-stop fun, and I am super excited. Not only will we be close enough to enjoy the touristy theme parks for a weekend if we choose...THERE'S AN IKEA!!! (Yeah, I'm a shameless Ikea lover, so what?)

The down side is that we aren't very close to any of our parents or siblings, but I'm trying to remind myself that there are a lot of families in that situation. For goodness sake, think of the traveling military families go through. I'm sure we will be just fine. I am super excited that I will be within about two hours or so of my Florida family members...people I next-to-never get the chance to see! I've got a lot of catching up to do!

So, I suppose that's it. It's been a whirlwind few weeks, but I wouldn't have had it any other way. The final pages of this chapter of our lives are here, and I can't wait to see what the next chapter will bring!

The beautiful beach I was lucky enough to see last October in Florida...A year is too long to go without the ocean!

For Today, August 3rd

2011-08-02T19:00:00.001-04:00

Wow, is it really August? Already? I just can't believe it. It seems like just yesterday I was taking down the Christmas decorations and making sure I had plenty of blankets out to buffer against the cold wind blowing in through the cracks in this old house. Summer seems to have flown right past me this year! Sure, it's still plenty warm enough outside here in Pennsylvania, but the way this year is flying by, it'll be cold again before I know it. I mean really...there are only four months until December! That sort of puts things into perspective...

So much has happened in the past few week, and I have definitely been super slack about getting around to my personal passions. I know life sometimes gets demanding, but I feel so out of touch lately with myself. I really can't wait for the tides of life to leave something new in the sand at my feet. I can feel things coming! My hubby graduated last month! It seemed so far away last year, when we picked up everything and moved to Pennsylvania for him to return to school. Now, I can't believe how fast the time has flown by. He's starting his internship in the coming days, and after that, we have the whole world ahead of us. There's no telling where we could end up since he will be looking for a position in his new field. It has been difficult not to hope that we can return to my beloved South Carolina. Pennsylvania is beautiful, but it certainly hasn't been home. One thing I learned from my first-ever huge move was that I am Southern to the core...and always will be. I know our future location will be up in the air, but I can't help but hope I land somewhere near home. Hopefully near the ocean.

It feels good to get back to writing for myself again. I have missed this outlet, and I am resolving right now to make more time for it, which means making more time for myself. The best way I could think of to start is by sharing a Daybook entry! I love The Simple Woman's Daybook. Doing an entry really helps you slow down, take a moment, and really be present in the here and now...

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Outside my window... the sun is coming and going. Mostly going. We certainly need some rain around here though, so bring on the showers!

I am thinking...about the future. Yeah I know, I should try not to do that so much since I tend to worry and freak out, but I can’t help it. Honestly, I am trying a new approach to it. I’m consciously making a choice to release strict plans and try to be more open to whatever the universe has coming to me.

I am thankful...for my supportive, loving husband. I don’t know how I got so lucky. He truly supports me and encourages me no matter what. If you look up perfect husband in the dictionary, you’ll find his picture. I am thankful for him every second of every day!

From the learning rooms…life is a learning room around here these days! My hubby graduated in July and I am so proud, I can’t find the words to express it. We are both learning daily that life only gets better when you are lucky enough to spend it with your best friend. I can’t imagine facing the future without him.

In the kitchen...blueberries, blueberries, and more blueberries! We can’t get enough of the amazingly huge blueberries from our local Conn’s Blueberry Farm. We’ve been three times this season to pick. It’s a good thing you aren’t literally what you eat, because we’d both have turned into giant blueberries by now! We’re going again Thursday and can’t wait!

I am wearing...yoga pants and a t-shirt. Hopefully, they will inspire me to work out more than being in jeans, hehe!

I am creating...a whole lotta nothing right now. Life got the best of me, but I plan to get back on my creative streak as soon as possible. Starting with writing, right?

I am going...to resolve to make more time for the things I love. Work, even if it is part time, feels like it has taken over around here! I have to make myself realize that my art isn’t just a hobby, it’s my passion. And, as my passion, it is just as important (if not more so) than things that might hold me back.

I am wondering...if I have the nerve to step out and risk it.

I am reading...Duma Key by Stephen King. You should be too.

I am hoping...that everything works out for the best.

I am looking forward to...what is ahead. I have a feeling September and October are going to be big around here!

I am hearing...three sleeping cats. I just love that one sort of snores and the other two purr on their exhales. A napping cat is the picture of perfect relaxation.

Around the house...chore have piled up again. Is it weird I miss doing them? I am so ready to dig in now that I have an afternoon or two free to actually spend time on our nest.

I am pondering...this quote from one of my go-to inspirational books, Fit from Within: “Forever and next weekend can take care of themselves. You take care of today.”

One of my favorite things...hearing my little Charlie Bug’s sing-song meow as she plays with her all time favorite toy - her pink milk jug ring. Yeah…she has loads of toys and her favorite is a free piece of plastic. She always gets a look of sheer bliss when she walks around the house with it in her mouth. Silly kitty…

A few plans for the rest of the week… Well, I am trying not to make too many. The general plan will be to get work done early so I can do at least one or two chores, then at least one thing for myself each day.

Picture for thought… I have had SO much going on! Here’s a storyboard of just a few things that happened in the past month!

I used an awesome Template by Allison Kimball for this layout!

Thanks for stopping by, and if you made it this far, thanks for sticking with me! I really appreciate your visit!

For Today...May 27th

2011-05-27T19:33:00.000-04:00

It has been far too long since I blogged. I can't believe it, and I am going to strive to make it not be this long ever again! I have got to start taking time for me! So, the perfect way to focus and be present in the moment is the Simple Woman's Daybook. Make sure you visit the blog to participate yourself!

Outside my window...the rain has stopped, but I think it may return.

I am thinking... that being positive is the hardest thing on Earth to do most of the time. Why is that?

I am thankful for...my home and family. A lot of people have lost it all in the last few weeks and I know how blessed I am to have a roof, my family, and the things I love around me.

From the learning rooms...the end of school is drawing ever closer for my hubby. I'll be glad when he finishes because he works so hard at school and work. It's like having two full time jobs. He's burned out most of the time and I don't know how to help. I'll be very happy for the change and the new things (hopefully) coming after graduation.

From the kitchen...more coffee. Yes, that addition is hard to break! It's like a warm hug from a friend -something I could really use right now.

I am wearing...jeans and a sweatshirt. No matter how it tries, the weather can't quite shack off the cool temperatures around here! Get with the program PA weather...it is almost June!

I am creating...well, that's a loaded question! I have been painting and drawing, but I have also been working on the behind-the-scenes efforts of opening an Etsy shop. Why must fun things be made so difficult by taxes and licenses. So discouraging!

I am going... to take it minute by minute and one day at a time. It's all I can do.

I am reading... Duma Key by Stephen King. Wonderful so far, but it is making me more and more aware of how much I miss the ocean.

I am hoping... things won't stay this hard for much longer.

I am hearing...my new kittens making thunder upstairs. So full of energy!

Around the house...same old stuff, different day. So many chores but I put my personal stuff behind other business. Sigh...

One of my favorite things... how soft and warm Charlie and Bean (my new little girl and little boy) are when they beg to be cuddled. They've only been here a month and already I'm wrapped around their little paws.♥

A few plans for the rest of the week... see "I am going..."! I'm going to breathe and take things one day at a time.

Here is picture for thought I am sharing... my sweet babies, Charlie and Bean. the story behind Charlie's name is this: we were told she was a boy, but upon further investigation when we made it home...she was definitely a girl. Charlie really has a rambunctious, tom-boy like personality, so the name still fits her very well! Bean is the sweetest momma's boy ever, with a curious streak a mile wide! They make me laugh when nothing else can. ♥

Charlie and Bean, our brand new babies...11 weeks old now!

For Today...April 7th

2011-04-07T21:19:00.000-04:00

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Outside my window...the day has faded to night and the traffic light is blinking at me from the corner.

I am wearing... torn up jeans and a tee, did more painting today!

I am thinking... how wonderful it is to have family and friends that support your dream. You know who you are, and I love you!

I am thankful for... well, see above!!

From the kitchen... hmm. Wasn't thinking about it until I read that! Now I'm hungry.

I am creating... every day. I don't have to finish the project or painting, it's the process. Creating makes me feel alive and happy. It's my drug and I love it!

I am reading... Duma Key by Stephen King. It's really making me miss the beach.

From the learning rooms...my hubby had a speech today in class! I wish I could have seen him, but I know that would make him nervous. I am SO proud of him, especially for his speech class. I can not tell you enough how much I fear/loath/avoid-at-all-costs speaking in public...or large groups of people. Ok, pretty much any social situation.

I am hoping...I can keep this train on the tracks!

I am hearing... the TV, both my and my hubby's typing. Yeah, we're that couple.

I am going...to take this one day at a time. I deserve this!

Around the house...laundry,dishes,general tidying...and creating, though I wouldn't call that a chore!

I am remembering...to tell myself that I AM worth it, I AM valuable, and I DO deserve good things. I shouldn't be so hard to believe that stuff, right?

Quote to commit to memory... "Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony." ~Gandhi ....and I am SO working on that!

A few plans for the week... getting some necessary things out of the way so I can get more paint on my hands and in my hair!

One of my favorite things...spending a lazy afternoon with my hubby ♥

Photo for Thought... Today was beautiful, and warm enough to go check out the lake, post-winter. Since the weather is warming up, but the water hasn't, there was an odd ring of fog surrounding town all day. It was clear and beautiful right in town, but by the lake, a defined wall of fog. We walked along the water, so I decided to take a shot or two.

Also, I finished a mixed media piece today that I was pretty excited about., so I'll share that too! Thanks for stopping by my blog, have a great night!

You can usually see for miles and miles, but today, you couldn't see the water until you were right up on the edge!

There's still some 'burgs in the lake, and the birds were taking advantage!

Find Magic, original mixed media (by me!) on 5x7 art board.

For Today...March 29th

2011-03-29T14:48:00.002-04:00

   It feels so good to have a minute for myself, to sit down and round up my thoughts! I think I may have only blogged once this entire month, not counting today, and that is not OK for me. I really need to carve out more time for myself.
   I have been trying to do just that as far as my art! It feels amazing to be creatively active again on canvas, and I have big plans coming up, if I can work out the logistics. It's such an exciting time for me right now when I stop to think about it. I'm painting again, my hubby graduates in six months with his degree in Biomedical Electronics, which means we are that much closer to finding another place to move as he applies for placement in his new career...no wonder I feel so wobbly. I don't know about you, but the change of seasons, coupled with daily life occurrences,  always makes me feel like I'm in a tailspin. Meh...that could just be my weird mind at work too, though. Who knows!
   I thought this would be a great time to start my Daybook up again. you know, sometimes a list to fill out gets the creative juices flowing. It's sort of like meditating. It gives your mind something to focus on! So, with no further ado, here's my March daybook:

Outside my window...it is bright and sunny, finally! A bit misleading since it is only 26°F out today! I can't wait for warm weather...

I am wearing... torn up jeans and a tee. Getting ready to paint!

I am thinking... short term. I need to live more in the moment and not worry about tomorrow. While those close to me know, I never stop worrying, trying to just think moment to moment is getting easier all the time.

I am thankful for... my loving, supportive husband. I can't say it enough! I'm also super proud of him for his hard work in school. My A student is really going places!

From the kitchen... coffee! French Vanilla, you are my warm and comforting friend.

I am creating... again! It feels wonderful. I have a process,which really is a moody one, but as long as I keep plodding forward in the process, I always work it out! I love mixed media, so I'm trying to get more into that realm as much as I can.

I am reading... Duma Key by Stephen King. Thought I'd give this one my free time since it's about a painter! I just finished Bright Lights, Big Ass by Jen Lancaster. You simply must pick up one or all of her books. She is so hilarious! Oh, and follow her blog. Do it now!

From the learning rooms... my hubby is on the cusp of his next school term! After this next term, he starts his extern-ship, and we are super duper excited about the wonderful company he will be working with!

I am hoping...I can make my plans a reality soon. I don't want to jinx it, so no hints right now.

I am hearing... The Bold & The Beautiful. Yeah, guilty pleasure. I grew up watching that and The Young and the Restless with my mom. I like to watch them...feels like girlie time with my mom. Is that weird?

I am going...have a great day today. I will, I will, I will!

Around the house...laundry,dishes,general tidying...repeat.

I am remembering...taking time for me is not a luxury. We all got that idea somewhere along the way, and it isn't true. Taking time for yourself is so important for your mental health. Believe me, I know!

Quote to commit to memory... "An eye for an eye only ends up making the whole world blind." ~Gandi

A few plans for the week... finish up this piece on the easel and start at least one more, then just general duties about the house (made easier because we got the dryer replaced! Yay clean laundry!)

One of my favorite things...glue and paper on canvas!

Photo for Thought...I have been so excited about painting again. I've been a busy bee, so I thought I'd share. I don't really have a theme, I just paint things I love or that I feel drawn to at the moment. Anyhow, these are what I have been up to since February!

I did a portrait of a good friend's cat, Bandit, then went out on a limb with an abstract. I then painted one of my favorite places in the world, The Angel Oak in Charleston, SC.

Thanks for stopping by today! If you want to participate in The Simple Woman's Daybook, head on over to the site and get to writing. If you don't blog, but love reading, you can read other women's daybook entries there, too. Enjoy and have a wonderful day!

Finding my Muse

2011-03-08T13:30:00.005-05:00

I've been so bogged down in work and running around lately. Lately meaning, as far back as I can think right now. All the while, I've been trying in earnest to be more present and mindful in each day and moment. I always seem to fall right back into worries and stress, no matter how hard I try not to. I know life comes with stress, and that a lot of it simply can't be avoided...but sometimes I feel like I am wearing concrete boots in the middle of a sea of quick sand. Have you ever felt like that?

Thankfully, my husband is the best possible supporter I could have been blessed with. Rob never stops picking me up, dusting me off, and placing me back on which ever shelf from which I fell. He is my everything. And, he is the one that encouraged me to start painting again. I never stopped on purpose you see. It's one of those things that happen when you grow up. I just sort of never got around to it anymore. Sure, scrapbooking or baking occupy me and make me smile. Photography is fun, and I have a penchant for covering anything I can get my hands on with paper, but there's something about painting. Creating something from a blank slate.

Maybe it's the fear I have of not liking anything I do, but I think its a combination of all of my emotional issues. I tend to implode and become still when I am stressed or scared...which is most of the time. So painting something seemed like a lost cause. Why, you know? Why start something I might hate, waste all that time or money on materials? That's just how my brain works.

Well, Rob doesn't see life that way. He keeps nudging and encouraging me, and so a few weeks ago he made me do something for me. That's the problem. I have an extraordinarily hard time doing something simply for me...past taking a walk or making a cup of coffee, that is. So when I had a single small pay check from my job at the restaurant, he drove me to the art store and told me to buy myself some paint. The universe had the same idea since the forty-eight tube set of acrylics was on sale for 50% off. After a mini-breakdown in the paint aisle over saving the $24 for something we needed more, Rob marched up front and paid for the paint before I could change my mind.

Thank God for my husband. Paint might not cure anxiety or depression, but there is definitely something to this art therapy stuff. Sure, I still have the ups and downs that come with working on the painting...pressing forward to find the piece in that blank space, but I feel so much better after I spend time doing nothing but moving colors around on that canvas. Life goes away for a while and I get to be happy in my own little world. I like that.

So, my point is that I have been diving into my painting again! Living here in northwest Pennsylvania and so far from my beloved ocean, I naturally gravitated toward the nautical. I like to think I have an inner mermaid, so I decided to try my hand at letting her come out. I'm pretty happy with the outcome...

I hope you have something in your life that brings you joy, like painting. It can be anything...gardening, reading, travel. What ever it is, do it. Taking time for yourself is not a luxury, it is a requirement. One I'm learning about daily. Go find your inner mermaid...I sure am.

For Today...February 20, 2011

2011-02-20T14:41:00.000-05:00

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Outside my window...the snow has all but melted, though it is still really cold. I remember last year, we didn't have any snow past the end of February. I love to watch it snow, but right now, I am so ready for warm weather so I can head to the water's edge in my flip flops.

I am wearing... jammies. I think I have come down with the icky sinus funk going around up here.

I am thinking...random thoughts. Warm sunshine, flowers, loved ones, not wasting a moment with those we cherish.

I am thankful for...life. No matter how hard it gets sometimes. There might be long periods of darkness or down times, but just at my lowest point, there's a break in the clouds. If even for a second, to remind me to cherish life.

From the kitchen...nothing much today. Being stuffy doesn't inspire much hunger.

I am creating...slowly. And in spurts. I did actually do some painting this month and got two pieces I am pretty happy with. I'll share a picture of one of them, made for my hubby as a Valentine gift. The other is for a project of sorts. I had posted a status on my personal Facebook about a handmade exchange. I didn't get many takers, since the catch was you then had to repost offering your handmade goodies. But I did have one commenter...and if she's reading this I don't want her to see her surprise!

Rob's gift on my easel.

I am reading... well. I started Digging Up Otis by T. Dawn Richard and You're Not Who You Think You Are by Albert Clayton Gaulden. I usually only do one book at a time, but sometimes, if they are different enough, I read two. These two aren't really that engaging...so I picked up a Jen Lancaster book at Borders here in town, and LOVE it! Bright Lights, Big Ass is too hilarious and you should go get it. NOW. And while you're at it, read Jen's Blog. it's just as hilarious!

From the learning rooms...I'm learning to give myself time. For some reason, I have this thing in my brain that I have to do a perfect, finished painting in one sitting. yeah, sometimes it takes more time! My hubby is still doing very well in his classes. I still can't believe it's been a year since he began and that he graduates in September! Right now, September feels like a lifetime away, but I know it's just right around the corner. I'm so proud of him!

I am hoping...to figure out what the heck the deal is with my hormones. It's been going on for a while, but since turning the big 3-0, it seems so much worse.

I am hearing...a cat purring in her sleep and the best cooking show on PBS, Cooks Country!

I am going...give myself a break...I swear I will. After doing some writing work, I'm going to make a big pot of tea and cuddle up with my cat and my book for the rest of the day.

Around the house...laundry,dishes,general tidying...how does this much crap pile up so quickly?

I am remembering...Rob's grandmother, known to most of the family as Grandma Great. She passed away this past Tuesday, and the funeral was Saturday. Since we lived in South Carolina, I didn't see her much. But, the times I did, I enjoyed thoroughly! She was a vibrant spirit that never lost her childlike fun side. Her apple dumplings were out of this world, and she loved everyone she met. We were still about 4 hours away living here in North East, so we didn't see her much, but when she got sick we planned a trip to see her on Rob's next day off. She passed before then, so our last visit was the family reunion last September. I am so thankful I could call her family, and that I met and got to know such a wonderful lady.

Quote to commit to memory... "There are two ways to live your life. One, as if nothing is a miracle. The other, as though everything is a miracle." ~Albert Einstein

A few plans for the week... well, just getting well is first. I'm not what my family always called "Sick-sick". I'm that nagging, stuffy, wipe-your-nose-every-two-seconds kind of sick. So resting and lots of fluids for me. I'm sure the housework will still be here in a few days...

One of my favorite things...waking up to see my cat all snuggled up next to me. She is mommy's precious little snuggle bug!

Photo for Thought...I have to share this picture of Rob and his grandmother from our wedding. I just love the story behind it! See, after the wedding ceremony, the wedding party and the family had to gather for the posed shots before the reception. Well, Grandma Grape (as the younger kids called her) had misplaced her teeth in the flurry of getting ready at the house before the wedding. Rob's mom had told him about it...they had almost been late looking for them! Well, when it was her turn to stand and smile with Rob, he looked down and said, "I guess you found your teeth!" and she just blushed, then smacked him and said, "Oh, Robbie!" Our fabulous photographer, Brendon Sharpe, caught the moment and we cherish this photo! I thought it was a fitting memory to share in Grandma Peck's honor. She is greatly missed!

February Desktop Freebie!

2011-01-31T17:22:00.000-05:00

It's almost February, so heeeeeeere's your freebie! I hope you enjoy it! Happy February and have a great Valentine's Day. The weather people here are calling for a "doozie of a snow storm" tonight, but I'm going to wait and see. Hopefully the power stays on, so I can tell you all about it! Enjoy your desktop and thanks for stopping by!

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Remember, I only assemble the desktops. there are a lot of wonderful designers who are very generous! Read the TOU and make sure t visit them!

The Two Pots...and More Life Lessons.

2011-01-27T09:30:00.000-05:00

I often need a reminder to be more kind to myself. Ok, more than often! I am, according to my husband, more than a little harsh with myself most of the time. I beat myself up a lot, hold myself to extremely high (sometimes unattainable) standards, and am pretty much my Own Worst Enemy. Aren't we all a little like this? I hope I'm not the only one...but then again, I hope no one else's own-worst-enemy is as harsh as mine, either. Because of this, I really seek encouraging, supportive things out. Whether they be friends, websites, books, art, or the like. Well, fellow blogger Fifi Flowers posted the best story the other day, and it was just the reminder I needed. I am always amazed at where and when the universe places these little bits of sunshine in my life. I was just reading through a few blogs I follow, and there it was, just what I needed...just when I needed it. I had to share it with you! I couldn't find a place on her post to comment, so I'll thank her here for posting this story. Thanks Fifi!

The Two Pots
a story

An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole which she carried across her neck. One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walks from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full. For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do.

After two years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house."

The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side? That's because I have always known about your flaw, so I planted flower seeds on your side of the path, and every day while we walk back, you water them. For two years I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate the table. Without you being just the way you are, there would not be this beauty to grace the house."

Each of us has our own unique flaws...we are all cracked pots. But it's the cracks and flaws we each have that make our lives together so very interesting and rewarding. You've just got to take each person for what they are and look for the good in them, and don't be afraid of your cracks.

It's OK. I can admit... I cried a little when I finished reading it, too. How beautiful; the little cracked pot was making the world beautiful and didn't even realize it! This made me stop and think how grateful I am for the people in my life that accept me, cracks and all. It reminds me to be that sort of friend to myself. I hope I am making a difference, just like the little flawed pot. Make sure you slow down and notice the world around you today. Tomorrow too, because one day, you will realize the little things in life we try to squeeze into our busy schedules are really the big things!

A Lesson from a Carrot, an Egg, and a Cup of Coffee

2011-01-20T10:00:00.041-05:00

   I was in search of some quotes last night and remembered Hey! I follow The Twice Remembered Cottage! A beautiful blog full of inspiration, motivation, and...quotes! I was having fun reading through posts when one in particular caught my eye.
   Now, I have to explain something. I feel like this year is a time of change and metamorphosis for me for some reason, and I have been antsy, almost tortured, by the fact that I don't let my creativity out to play enough. I know I have a whole galaxy of creative... oomph inside me, and I could be doing more, but fear (among other things) stops me. I like to think I'm strong, but sometimes (and I know we all do this at some point) I just want to throw up my hands, throw in the towel, and give up. I'm not quite there yet, but I've been there many times. Right now, I am just...I don't know. I think the universe is working around me and I just don't know where it's taking me right now. I feel fragile right now and in need of some motivation and inspiration to propel my creation.
   That's where this post from The Twice Remembered Cottage comes in. I truly believe the universe puts things in front of me when I need it, and this is one of those things. This story is so simple, but it's essence is wonderful. Well here, let it speak for itself.

Carrot, Egg, and Coffee

A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee...You will never look at a

cup of coffee the same way again.

   A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.
   Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word.
   In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl.
   Turning to her daughter, she asks, "Tell me what you see."
   "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied.
   Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg.
Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, "What does it mean, mother?"
   Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.
   "Which are you?" she asked her daughter. "When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?"
   Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?
   Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a break-up, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?
   Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavour. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?
   May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.
   The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
   When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

   Isn't that beautiful? There are so many things in there that I need to be reminded of and retaught daily. I have been, and probably continue to be, all three from time to time. What this little story was put in my path to tell me was that I should strive to be the coffee. Thank goodness I will never see these three objects in the same way again. From my heart, I repeat these beautiful words: May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong,enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy. And, may we all be coffee.

For Today...First Daybook for 2011

2011-01-12T18:10:00.000-05:00

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Outside my window...it is beginning to snow again! Most people around here think I'm crazy, but I sure do love watching it snow. It makes everything so beautiful!

I am wearing... yoga pants and long sleeve tee, getting ready to tackle my Pilates!

I am thinking... a lot of different things. I think I need to do more for myself and not give everything I have to others before giving time to myself. Sounds like a late addition to the resolution list, huh?

I am thankful for... my loving, supportive husband. I can't say it enough!

From the kitchen... well, today's lunch was the last serving of my homemade pot pie, and I already want to hit up the grocery store for more pot pie supplies! I think for now though, I'll put on some coffee for a little coffee break after my workout.

I am creating... well, nothing for myself, but I am working on some Facebook and blog stuff for work. I hate code. Did I mention that? yeah...I hate code.

I am reading... a few things! I started a book for our Christmas drive, left that book at my Grandmother's, so I got a book at an outlet. Now I am reading both...Digging Up Otis by T. Dawn Richard and You're Not Who You Think You Are by Albert Clayton Gaulden.

From the learning rooms... my hubby has started Anatomy & Physiology class, among others, and he was very scared about his first test. But I knew he could do it and...he mad an A!

I am hoping...I can keep my promise to myself to take time for my ventures.

I am hearing... Dr. Phil. Why haven't I changed the channel yet?

I am going...to do my pilates workout right after posting...I swear I will.

Around the house...laundry,dishes,general tidying...repeat.

I am remembering...My Great Uncle Homer. My Uncle Homer passed away a few days ago and he will be laid to rest tomorrow. I just hate that I can't make it home, but my heart is with them all. My favorite memory will always be Christmas time with him. Every year, when we visited his house, he had a red bulb in his freezer. He told us Santa was going to have a harder time getting around, because he finally got Rudolph! He got me every year with that! I won't even tell you how old I was when I finally figured out the trick...He will be greatly missed.

Quote to commit to memory... "For whatever we lose (like a you or a me), it's always our self we find in the sea." e.e. cummings

A few plans for the week... I have a lot of work to do actually, but I also need to get this house cleaned up. I made a deal with my hubby. I got the cutest note on my desk last week: "PLEASE don't take the tree down yet...I love it!" Well, the deal was I take the tree down when our neighbors take their down, or by the 15th or 20th. Which ever comes first. It looks like we might be going for the 20th because my husband pouts when ever i mention it!

One of my favorite things...enjoying a nice cup of coffee and watching it snow!

Photo for Thought... well, i thought I'd share a snow picture with you, since we got our share of it today!

Our front yard...nearly 8 inches! Yay!

My own little collection of snow cones, complete with holder!

Weight Watchers & Homemade Goodness...

2011-01-10T20:23:00.024-05:00

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January and 2011 has started out pretty good around here, and that makes me feel...well, awesome! The hubs and I are doing well with our renewed commitment to healthy and long lasting weight loss. Ok, back up a second...I guess I should mention my Christmas gift! All I could think of when Rob asked me what I might want for Christmas was the new kit from Weight Watchers.
This was more difficult than it sounds. Neither of us are members, nor do we have the money to join. (Yeah, yeah. We'd love to, but the whole pay-your-bills thing was more important.) Anywho...we have a few friends at work that are members that we were talking with and were totally willing to pick up a kit for us. Of course, we never got around to coordinating it all. So, I told my hubby all I really wanted was the new PointsPlus kit. I even looked up a local store, but I figured we'd either have to go to a meeting, or have a member get it for us. Those of you who know me know one thing...I don't do meetings. It's the whole public speaking/ fear of groups thing, and frankly, it's a huge problem I'll talk about at some point. Just not now... So Christmas came and I get the most beautiful card from my hubby promising to commit to being healthy and growing old together. And the new Weight Watchers PointsPlus Kit!

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   We officially started our journey on New Year's Day, and I have to say it's great! It was easy the first time, but I tended to crave things. This time around, I have to remind myself to eat! I think my favorite part if that fruit is now "free". I'm much more likely to reach for a banana or grapes as a snack now instead of a granola bar. The wonderful thing is, this new program helps me to manage my protein to carbs ratio and I feel so much better! The first week's weigh in was January 8th and I'd lost nearly 3 pounds, and Rob lost 7.2 pounds. Needless to say, we are two pretty happy campers.
   Because it's easier, and more affordable, to eat at home, I've been cooking even more, so I've been a recipe hound. Also, I'm a sucker for homemade anything! Well, I found this recipe posted on Weight Watcher's Facebook page and stopped cold.
   I love chicken pot pie. No, seriously... I LOVE it. Alas, most all of them are so loaded with fat and calories that they are a huge no no. I was skeptical...Weight Watchers or not, is a light pot pie recipe worth the trouble? Well, I'm here to tell you it absolutely is! I was so excited, I decided to document making it, so get your napkin, it's time for tempting to begin! Here's the recipe link, but I'll list it here for you too. Complete with my advice of course!

The result...I can't tell you how happy I am. That's one more photogenic pot pie!

Homemade Chicken Pot Pie

from Weight Watchers

Cooking Spray (I like Pam)

1 tsp butter

1 small onion chopped

2 cups mushrooms, sliced (I cut this...not too big on mushrooms)

1/4 tsp paprika

1/4 tsp dried thyme, crushed

1/4 tsp black pepper

1/2 tsp salt, or to taste

2 cups frozen mixed veggies

1 cup chicken broth (I like Swanson's)

3 cups roasted chicken, chopped (again, I used Swanson's White Meat canned chicken)

2 TBsp all purpose flour

1/2 cup fat free evaporated milk, divided

4 reduced fat crescent rolls (8 come in a can, I used 6...more on this later)

Preheat your oven to 375° and find a 9 to 10" pie plate. The recipe calls for a 10" but I used a 9" and it came out just find. Spray the pie plate with your cooking spray and set it aside.
In a large sauce pot, melt your butter over medium heat then add your onion and mushrooms. Sauté for about 5 minutes, or until tender.
Stir in your spices, veggies, broth, and chicken. Cover and simmer over medium heat for about 15 minutes.
Meanwhile, combine 1/4 cup evaporated milk and your 2 TBsp flour in a small bowl. Pour into your sauce pot and mix over medium heat until thickened, stirring constantly. ( about 2 minutes)
Stir in remaining evaporated milk and cook to slightly thickened. (2 or 3 minutes more)
Remove from heat and pour into your prepared pie plate.
Unroll the crescent rolls and arrange on top (I put four around the edge, corners touching, then covered the hole with two more. That makes six.)
Brush top lightly with a small amount of egg white. (I used a teaspoon or so of Egg Beaters)
Bake in your preheated oven until the crescents are golden brown, and filling is bubbly. Enjoy!

   This recipe makes six servings, and they are huge. Huge! Seriously, it's not a skimpy portion at all, and it is totally worth the Points! Just to put it in perspective...my favorite store bought pie is something like 18 Points...for half the small pie. It's a measly amount of food for the Points, believe me. I get 29 daily Points total. This recipe is 6 Points per serving as they posted it. Adding the two extra crescent squares makes each serving 8 Points, according to some of the comments on their website. Yeah, I was super excited about that...Chicken Pot Pie is my favorite comfort food! I must say, I had one happy hubby on my hands as well, which is always a bonus.
   As you can tell, I love this recipe and I will definitely be making it regularly. I can't wait to try different takes on it, and play around with it a little. I think this would be amazing as a beef dish...I'll let you know when that happens! I'd love to know if you take this recipe for a test drive, too! I'm all about sharing a good thing! For now though, I need to put the leftovers away....in the fridge.

A New Year, a New Freebie!

2011-01-01T19:32:00.000-05:00

Hello everyone! I hope your Christmas season was amazing! Our sure was...I was so busy I didn't write anything all month! Well, I'm resolving to get back to writing in this new year. My husband and I also resolved to get back to our healthy habits. When we were planning our wedding in 2008, we followed the Weight Watchers plan and had success. As life will do, we got busy, moved, rushed, and lost track of our good habits, but no more! My sweet husband got the brand new PointsPlus Weight Watchers program for us this Christmas and we are heading back to our healthy habits for good. Sure, there will be bumps, but I just know this time we will make sure to live the healthy life and not get off track. You can even follow his weight loss journey over on his blog, Just Your Average Rob! He'll tell you himself, he has more to lose than me. But that doesn't matter, because we will be doing it together! I couldn't be more proud of him, and I can't wait to update as we go.
But now, for what most of you came here looking for...your January 2011 Desktop Freebie!! I made it just in time for the first day of the year! Guess I should also resolve to plan ahead more as well, huh? Anyway, here it is squeaking in at the last minute. As always, there are two popular sizes I hope fit your needs. I hope you enjoy it and that your 2011 is the best year yet! Happy New Year everyone! Love and light to you all!

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As always, I just made the desktop, not the elements or papers, so please visit these amazingly generous designers, OK!

template: Lauren Grierpapers: Allison Kimball, Friendly scrap Designs, Alana Designs, FarFar Hill DesignsCalendar and Month text: BiograffitiPine: Raspberry Road Designstag: 3 Paper Peoniessnowflakes, brads, and frame: Delicious ScrapsRibbons: LilliMou Designs, Elo Designs, Ali Edwards, and Corina Neilson

December 2010 Desktop Freebie!!!

2010-12-01T11:06:00.000-05:00

It's here! December has made it...seems like it was just yesterday I was picking July blueberries with my friends from Savannah (Hi Deanna and Mary!). Now Christmas is coming up fast, then 2011...WOW!
Anyway...I made a desktop for the last month of 2010 and I hope you enjoy it! There are two popular sizes, so hopefully, you will find one that works for you. I want to wish you a happy holiday season, no matter what holiday you celebrate! And Merry Christmas...and don't forget the real reason for the season!

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For Today...November 15th

2010-11-15T12:45:00.001-05:00

Outside my window: it is sunny and chilly. Winter is fast approaching, especially since the news just said there will be rain snow mix this weekend.

I am hearing:well, aside from the news, my cat is sitting in the window in front of me purring and enjoying a sun puddle. Best sound ever!

I am wearing: yoga pants and a t-shirt...thinking about a sweater though!

From the kitchen: i had an Activia Peach yogurt (yummy!) and a banana

I am thankful for: life reminding me in little ways everyday to be mindful and present in each moment.

I am going: to have to get a sweater! Then, who knows.

Noticing that: yoga is harder than it looks, but the hardest part is being kind and nonjudgmental to yourself while practicing.

I am reading: My Lobotomy by Howard Dully (a birthday gift and a great book!)

From the learning rooms: My hubby is still doing very well in his school work! As for me, I am trying daily...well, minute by minute actually, to be mindful. I am really trying to be kinder, more patient, and nonjudgmental toward myself. It's really hard.

On my mind: my grandmother and my family in Florida.

Quote for Thought: "Whenever something negative happens to you, there is a deep lesson concealed within it." -Eckhart Tolle

One of my favorite things: the moment right after my hubby walking in the door from school or work. I love seeing his smile and getting a great big warm hug!

I'm creating: a new routine. I feel like I need to work on my spiritual and physical self a little before I can do much creative work.

Around the house: the usual to-dos of laundry and dishes of course!

A few plans for the week: taking it day to day, but I am planning to practice with my AM yoga and PM yoga daily for starters.

From my lens: this is just a beautiful picture I found on a positive thoughts website. Sorry I forgot to write down the address. This is very calming isn't it? Love this!

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Head over to The Simple Woman's Daybook and join in today!

Love, Loss, and Saying Goodbye

2010-11-14T18:16:00.000-05:00

Life is so fragile. Most of the time, we go through our day to day life in a rush, never slowing down to just be. Just enjoy this thing called life. Losing someone you love really makes you slow down and remember what is important in the world. I try to be mindful, to be present in the moment, but too often I get bogged down in worries that just aren't important. It's times like this that remind us to be present, every moment.
It's been a tough few weeks for our family. Just a few days shy of the end of October, we got the news that my grandmother's brother had advanced bone cancer. The universe works in amazing ways, and it just so happened I was already headed south for a visit. Our family has always been a close knit one, so there was no two ways about it. The minute I hit the ground in Charlotte, we headed for my grandmother's house, then drove to Florida. The first day was spent chatting and hugging, and listen to Nanny and Uncle JM talk about their childhood. We made it just in time for that blessing of a day, because that was the last day he was really able to interact with us. The rest of our visit was spent enjoying our family and just being with Uncle JM.

   I had never really been in this situation before. When my mom passed, it was sudden and I didn't have the chance to say goodbye. I was far too young to remember much of the process when my grandfather passed away. The hospice that was helping had the most beautiful, comforting pamphlet about the process. It really did help a lot. I took it to heart and, when we had to say goodbye and return to South Carolina, I made sure I helped my grandmother understand that it was OK. It was OK to cry, OK to tell him you will miss him, and OK to tell him you'll be just fine. It took us four or five trips in and out of his room...Nanny just couldn't bare to let him hear her tears, but the moments I was blessed enough to share with the two of them were beautiful. She stroked his forehead, held his hand in hers, and told him she loved him, that her world was a beautiful place because of him, and that she wanted him to give Dana (my mom) a hug for her. That was about all she could manage before she just couldn't say anymore. All the while, I could tell he could feel her there, tell he wanted to say something. I had a moment alone and I made sure to tell him what I knew he wanted to hear, but Nanny just couldn't find words for. I told him I was going to take good care of Nanny. That she was in good hands and that we'd miss him so much, but that we would be OK. I felt the peace that gave him, and being in that moment was beautiful.
   I returned home, and I got the call the next day that he had passed. I can't tell you how thankful I was for the moments I shared, then and through my life, with him and the rest of my family. I can't stop thinking of the wonderful times. I remember being a very young child and thinking my Uncle JM was just the tallest man I'd ever seen! I loved our visits to Florida...he would hoist me or my sister up on his mighty shoulders and we'd head out to his back yard to pick oranges until we couldn't hold them all. Later, when I was older, I saw him as the best example of a husband and father anyone could ask for. The love and tenderness he never ceased to show made him a ray of sunshine to everyone that knew him.
   I guess the thing I am most thankful for is that I had the chance to say goodbye. I am so thankful that life constantly reminds me to cherish ever moment I have with those I love. Though I have tears rolling down my face as I type, they are a mix of sad and happy tears. Sad because I miss him, but so happy that I had him for a little while, and that he made this world a better place just by being in it.

November Desktop Freebie!!!

2010-10-31T11:00:00.002-04:00

WOW, I can not believe it's already November! Well, almost, but close enough! As this posts, I am traveling, so I hope the scheduling system throws me a bone and helps me out. This is the freebie I made for you, and I made the two popular sizes (1024x768 and 1366x768 resolutions). I hope you like it, and thank you for visiting and downloading! I hope your Halloween was amazing, and I pray your November is fabulous...talk to you soon!

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Great News!

2010-10-25T19:03:00.000-04:00

Ooo la la!! The voting is closed, and the winners of the first Cat Portrait Contest have been announced over at Fifi Flower's blog...and my baby girl was one of the winners! I was so excited I could hardly contain myself! I just love the whimsical style Fifi has, and I couldn't wait to see the portrait of my sweet Pumpkin. Well, the winning kitties' portraits are all posted on Fifi's blog, and I wanted to share them with you!

Aren't they fabulous? Of course, the one on the left is my Pumpkin! I just love these paintings and I can't wait to see the note cards when they get here. I smell a frame shopping expedition coming soon!
Thanks to Fifi for having such a fun contest, and congratulations to the other three fabulous felines. Make sure you visit Fifi at her website and explore her galleries, she has so many wonderful paintings for sale! You can also see the before and after process of the cat portraits here. Have fun shopping at her Etsy Shop too! It's simply fabulous!

Please Help Pumpkin Win!

2010-10-21T16:19:00.000-04:00

Hey everyone! I have a favor...you can help my cat Pumpkin win a contest! See, artist Fifi Flowers is having a contest, for cats! She has posted the contestants on her blog and, starting tomorrow, you can go over to the contest post on Fifi's blog and vote for your favorites! I believe you have to choose six or eight of your favs, because the contest is to choose cats to include in a note card set.

My beautiful baby Pumpkin is Contestant #2, and I'd love if you included her in your favorites. Here's an example of some of Fifi's work. I love how whimsical her paintings are!

There are a lot of cuties posted to vote for, and I can't wait to see makes it into the note card set. Thanks in advance, and good luck to all the other contestants too! I hope I get to see my Pumpkin's portrait in that note card collection! Fifi has a lot of cool paintings in her shop, and some are of my favorite place...Tybee Island, GA and Mermaid Cottages! Don't just vote, make sure you check out all of Fifi's work while you're there! Thanks again!

For today...October 17th

2010-10-17T19:48:00.000-04:00

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Outside my window...the sun is going down and it's getting chilly!

I am wearing...jeans and a long sleeve tee shirt. might have to get a scarf when I head out to pick up my hubby from work!

I am thinking... about my up coming trip to South Carolina. I'm glad I get to see my family for a bit! It's the airport and the flying alone before I get there that is getting to me!

I am thankful for...my wonderful, loving, sweeter-than-honey hubby. We just celebrated our second wedding anniversary on October 11th! The best 2 years of my life, and I can't wait to see what the future brings!

From the kitchen...well, I'm making cookies. I shouldn't be, because I eat them...yet they are baking as we speak!

I am creating...I finally got around to making the fall memorials for my mom's headstone today. Yeah, I'd rather it not be memorials, but it was really nice to get back to my flowers again!

I am reading...Healing Mind, Healthy Woman: using the Mind-Body Connection to Manage Stress and Take Control of Your Life by Alice D. Domar, Ph.D, and Henry Dreher. I just got 49 books at the local library sale though, so who knows what's next! Gotta love the bag sale! I got all those books for $3!!!

From the learning rooms...I'm still learning to take life one day at a time.

I am hoping... that I am making a difference!

I am hearing...the tv. I love America's Funniest Home Videos!

I am going...to remember that I am one person and I just can't please everyone at the same time.

Around the house...the laundry is folded, but not put away. The dishes are washed, but not put away...I think there's a pattern developing here!

I am remembering...well, trying to remember everything I need to write on my "Going on a Trip" list!

Quote to commit to memory... “Thousands of candles can be lit from a single, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared.” -Buddha

A few plans for the week...gotta mail this package, make sure all the things for my trip are in order. Getting close now!

One of my favorite things...warm homemade chocolate chip cookies and a coffee.

Photo for Thought... this is our first full autumn season here in PA and I am just loving the fall weather! The leaves are just gorgeous here...so I took a stroll and shot some pictures around North East. I hope your fall is beautiful where ever you are!

Finally...a Freebie in Time for October!

2010-09-30T12:58:00.000-04:00

Yes, I know. I was out of commission with the digital scrapbooking for a while, and missed making the September desktop altogether. But the good news is that I am back to scrapping and I have the new October Desktop ready! The most popular size seemed to be 1024x768 so that's what this is. I'd love to know if anyone uses anything else OK! So, without further ado, here's your freebie! Thanks for stopping by!

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For Today...September 29th

2010-09-29T10:09:00.000-04:00

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Outside my window...chilly and rainy, a great day for a nap!

I am wearing...jeans and a long sleeve tee shirt. Thinking about getting a sweater though...

I am thinking... how I really need to get back to being more disciplined with following my Weight Watchers again. What is it about Fall that derails a diet? Oh, I know, the amazing food!

I am thankful for...a husband and friends that comfort me and truly care. you guys don't know how much you are appreciated.

From the kitchen...well. Coffee first, then I think I shall have a bowl of Cheerios and a peach yogurt.

I am creating...I made a header and background for my sweet hubby's new blog! I'm also going to work on the memorials for my mom's headstone today. Gotta get the fall colors out. One of my pet peeves is when people leave old, out of season flowers on a headstone...big no-no!

I am reading...Healing Mind, Healthy Woman: using the Mind-Body Connection to Manage Stress and Take Control of Your Life by Alice D. Domar, Ph.D, and Henry Dreher

From the learning rooms...my hubby just started his new term at school. He is doing so well and I am SO proud of him!

I am hoping... that I am making a difference.

I am hearing...the tv...ever notice that the morning news shows are more positive? Why can't the afternoon and evening news do that too?

I am going...to remember that I am one person and I just can't please everyone at the same time.

Around the house...well, with two part time jobs I feel like I let the house go! Getting caught up on laundry today, seems to be piled to the ceiling!

I am remembering...to breath deeply and take a time out when life gets to me.

Quote to commit to memory... “We are not human beings having a spiritual experience. We are spiritual beings having a human experience.” Teilhard de Chardin
A few plans for the week...just plodding along. Hopefully I can get out and maybe take a few pictures of the fall leaves.

One of my favorite things...warm, 2 blanket naps on chilly, rainy days.

Photo for Thought... this past weekend was the 29th Annual North East Wine Harvest Festival here in town. It's only the biggest event of the year around here, since our little town is known for grapes! These are just a few shots of grapes I got while taking a drive through the countryside...it smells SO good here in the fall! Hope these help you feel a little Fall where ever you are!

The North East Wine Harvest Festival!

2010-09-28T21:58:00.000-04:00

Well, I finally made it to Wine Fest this year! I've known my husband for nine years and we have never made it to North East for this special event...but this year we live here, so we had no excuse! The weather was supposed to be worse, but thankfully, we chose the right day to venture out. It had been back in the 80s the entire week, but Saturday, clouds funneled in and the temperature didn't crack 60! It was beautiful fall weather, perfect for a harvest festival!

Some beautiful local grapes!

There were two spots for the fun. Gibson Park, right in the middle of North East, was full of local crafters, food venders, and people enjoying the day. Gravel Pit Park, only about a half mile down the road on the edge of town, was the place to be for wine tasting, fine art and crafts, live music, and loads of food. I was good...I shared a small fried grape pie with my hubby. I decided to forgo the funnel cake this time. Nothing tastes as good as thin feels, right? I ended up with a small hot dog and fries though, because you simply can not eat healthfully at a fair. You just can't. Anyway...on to the grapes!

Here in North East, we are known for GRAPES! There are vineyards everywhere. You really can't turn around without seeing one! During the harvest, the air is heavy with the smell of grapes of every sort. And that is intertwined with the smell of pears and apples as well. This town is like a huge fruit basket, really! Speaking of...this was just one of the fruit offerings at the festival. So pretty!

We had loads of fun walking through the crafts, looking at the award winning wines. But there was only one thing I really wanted to do. I wanted to stomp some grapes! My hubby had told me for years that they offered this opportunity at Wine Fest, but we never made it. So this year, I was on a quest. I even wore a skirt so I won't have to roll up my jeans... I was prepared! My fantastically imaginative brain had this huge scene all worked out. If you have ever seen A Walk in the Clouds, you all know what I mean! I could just see a huge barrel with thousands of grapes just waiting for a group of people to jump in. Well, it was a little different than that. There were two modest barrels, maybe big enough for two people.

And there were loads of people in line. I'm not pushy, so when I was cut in line by like, twenty kids under the age of 10, I bit my tongue, watched, and quietly moved to the shorter line for the second barrel. (Don't worry, the rant about the lack of manners today will be saved for another time.)
It was SO much fun once I got in the barrel. I was even cheered on by the crowd for not holding onto the railing! I can't really explain what it felt like. All I can really say is that it felt like cold jelly...well, preserves I guess, because of the bigger, un-squished pieces!

I had a blast, and now I can mark this off my bucket list! After I washed off my feet, we returned to watch more people take their turn squishing and squashing. You couldn't stand too close...some of the participants really wanted to make it more like a theme park ride and were intent on getting grapes on everyone!

The last few ladies were hilarious though...making Lucille Ball references and the like! They were doing so well that the MC asked them to get in a bucket together and have a little friendly competition with the Erie County Apple Princess! They got quite a work out, and let's just say they beat some Apple Princess butt! They were so awesome, I had to get their picture after their victory!

Montrae and Eileene after their victory over the Apple Princess!

After walking around both parks most of the day, we decided to hit the closest winery to our house...we didn't really want to get on the shuttle with people who'd been tasting for hours, if you know what I mean. I don't drink, so it was my hubby that was looking forward to the tour. We actually made out better than tasting at the festival! They were selling tokens for $1 for a one ounce taste. Well, the South Shore Winery (sister winery of our favorite Mazza Vineyards!) was offering five different wines to taste for the same dollar! Plus you got the fun of listening to the lady teach you about different wines and their individual qualities.

Yes, she has corks for earrings. I loved them. A lot. And yes...you haven't had too much drink, that is a walking bunch of grapes pouring the wine. I'm sure that got some of the more tipsy tasters! The hubby likes sweet reds, but he gave a few dry selections a try. The tour guides before the tasting had told us their best selling bottle of the weekend was the Honey Mead. We were intrigued. Luckily, the Honey Mead was on the tasting list! It, in fact, was one of my hubby's favorites that we will have to return for at a later time.

My favorite part of the tour was the building. The owners bought the house and, just a few years ago, discovered that there was a cellar underneath completely filled with dirt! After excavating, they discovered a beautiful cellar and it's dated back to the 1860s! It was breathtaking, and I honestly can't believe it's only a half mile from my house! You can read more about the history here.
So needless to say, ending at The South Shore Winery and seeing the cellar was the highlight of the day. Besides the grape stomping of course! OH! And I can't close without sharing this... nothing like a little dry wine humor (ha ha, get it, dry?!)...

Starfish and World Gratitude Day

2010-09-21T15:05:00.004-04:00

Today is World Gratitude Day! Of course, I didn't really know that until this morning, so that makes this post all the more special. I was on Facebook last night, just seeing what everyone was up to...maybe playing a game or two, and I saw a wonderful status from a friend that really made me stop and think.

Isn't that beautiful? I don't think we slow down and remember that enough...much less take the time to tell other people in our lives the affect they truly have on us. I just loved that...so I clicked to read the other comments and noticed my friend had continued her thought in the comments section. She shared a story that brought tears to my eyes. Now, for those of you who really know me, you know that calling me emotional is a huge understatement...huge. I can easily go from a smile to a torrential downpour in less than a second.

Which leads me to this aside: I love star fish. They make me happy and sad all rolled up into one, and I can't explain it. I think it is because they are usually so small and fragile, but their little arms always look so happy. Like they are jumping for joy or something. So...I love star fish.

freedigitalphotos.net, Frederico Stevanin

Now...back on topic. The comment my Facebook friend shared got me, and then the little story she posted underneath totally unleashed the tears. I felt so connected to the little girl in the story, I couldn't hold back the water works and I became a blubbering wet mess. That is not an exaggeration. I cried like someone took my best friend away! So, of course, I had to make a page about it. It was just what I needed to read at the time. We all make a difference, no matter how small our actions....

I made this with edits to a photobucket image. The fonts are Jellyka St. Andrews Queen and Garamond.

I hope this parable touched you as much as it touched me. I kept starfish around me before because they reminded me to smile. Now I have more reasons for my little friends...they remind me daily that I do make a difference. No matter how small my contributions may be... I make a difference. And today is the perfect day to say that is what I'm thankful for.

For Today...September 15th

2010-09-15T18:27:00.000-04:00

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Outside my window...it is absolutely gorgeous! I am so excited that fall is coming...the leaves are starting to change and the air is crisp...doesn't get any better!

I am wearing...jeans and a light sweater (not something I'd be wearing if I wear still in SC)!

I am thinking... about having some apple pie. A friend was nice enough to give us a pie and I have really been trying my best to only eat a small piece every other day or so! It's SO yummy!

I am thankful for...people that have faith in me. As a house wife, I was honored and lucky enough in the last month to stumble into two jobs because the people I work for have loads of faith in me. I can't tell you how good that feels :-)

From the kitchen...well, I think I said I as having pie, hehe!

I am creating...I've been writing a lot lately, and I have really gotten a lot out of my new laptop! It feels fabulous to be able to scrap on the go, and edit pictures on the fly!.

I am reading...Healing Mind, Healthy Woman: using the Mind-Body Connection to Manage Stress and Take Control of Your Life by Alice D. Domar, Ph.D, and Henry Dreher Though I haven't read lately. New toys will do that to you...

From the learning rooms...my hubby is doing so well in school! this term seems to be the most trying for him, but he is such a good student and I am so very proud of him!

I am hoping... that I am making a difference.

I am hearing...the tv...the news is never good. I should turn it when I hear the theme playing.

I am going...give it my best and remember, that's all I can do. I am capable of more than I think.

Around the house...well, with two part time jobs I feel like I let the house go! Honestly though, i just looked and all I need to do is fold the clean clothes and wash the dishes. That's a relief!

I am remembering...that good things come to those who wait.

Quote to commit to memory... “Every action of our lives touches on some chord that will vibrate in eternity.” ~ Edwin Hubbell Chapin

A few plans for the week...I've got a lot of writing planned, more photo editing, and in between, working at the new job at Bob Evans. I work with my hubby and that makes the nervousness SO much better!

One of my favorite things...the color of sunlight in the fall. It just looks different, almost like it's burnished :-)

Photo for Thought... Its almost time for the grape harvest! Though I have seen a few of the farms getting their pickers out, I haven't gotten a shot of them in the fields. I did, however, get a picture of a picker at the Cherry Festival parade a few months ago. So, especially for my southern friends who have probably never seen such a thing, this is a grape picker! (Complete with the Grape Queen and her court of 2009!)

This contraption drives down between the rows and shakes the grapes loose! I'll be getting more pictures of them in action I'm sure! Stay tuned!

Falling for Fall

2010-09-12T01:38:00.000-04:00

I love fall! I think it is my absolute favorite season. Cool mornings, sort of warm mid-day, and cool evenings. I was able to walk in the water at the lake today in bare feet, but wearing my favorite long sleeve tee-shirt. It just doesn't get any better, does it? Not until the leaves start changing in earnest anyway!

The tree across the street from our house is changing!

One thing I adore about the fall here in PA is the fact that it is actually a season of harvest. There just wasn't much in South Carolina that made it to fall. There just wasn't the over abundance of produce I have seen up here. There are seriously little road side stands over flowing with beautiful offerings on every other corner!
I shared a few pictures a post or two ago about a wild apple tree on a country road here in town. Well, my husband and I finally got the chance to return...and this time we took a ladder!

Yeah...wild trees are way taller than farmed ones!

Thankfully my husband had the forethought to bring his dad's "picker". It resembles that as-seen-on-TV gadget, The Grabber, only no cool little blue suction cup thingies on the end. I was skeptical that thing was going to help anything. It was obvious when we got there...that was the only way we were reaching any apples. I was determined though...and as you can see, heights of small proportions don't really bother me like they do my hubby. He was having none of it!

These are some of the apples that ended up in my canvas bag!

I wish pictures could convey more than a simple image. I wish they were little 3D experiences sometimes, because it was so wonderful! Being up in the branches like that...the smell of the apples carried on the sweet breeze already heavy with the fragrance of grapes. Everyone should pick apples once in their life!

Of course, being the eternal 4 year old that I am, I was enthralled the rest of the day that I picked my own apples. My husband is a saint for putting up with me...really.

I'm a very sensory oriented person so I was overloaded after a day of picking wild fruit, then touring Burches, one of the local farms. They have a full bakery and offer samples of everything from their homemade breads to their 14 different varieties of apples. I brought my camera! Look at all this amazing locally grown produce!

Canning tomatoes and beautiful watermelons!

We bought a small box of these...SO yummy!

Burches has about 100 acres of fruit trees! aren't these pears luscious?!

What North East is famous for...GRAPES! These are table grapes, but there are acres and acres used for the farm's line of wine! North East is the Wine capital of the east!

I am very easy to entertain aren't I? Even if we hadn't bought anything, I would have had the best day! That being said, we bought some McIntosh apples and a small loaf of their heavenly pistachio bread. We even picked up a loaf of peach bread as a gift for my grandmother. I swear, I haven't bought produce in a grocery store since...well I can't remember when! Between the farms and little mom and pop stands, North East is a veritable farmers market! Locally grown really does taste better. And I feel good every time I support a local grower.

I can't wait to share more pictures from this up coming fall season with you all. I am super excited about being here for an entire leaf season! Be prepared...I am a shutter bug, so I hope you don't get tired of all the pictures! Thanks for stopping by and sharing my apple adventure...hopefully I'll have many more like it to share soon!

For Today...September 5th

2010-09-05T13:57:00.000-04:00

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Outside my window...it is so beautiful I can't believe I'm still inside! I love fall and it seems to have come for an early visit this week!

I am wearing...jammies still. Late nights make for late mornings :-)

I am thinking...I might ride my bike to the lake today for the first time. My husband's mother was wonderful enough to bring them back for us last time she was in South Carolina! Then, who knows. The weather is so beautiful I might just ride around town all day!

I am thankful for...people that give you a chance, loved ones that encourage and support you through anything, and being alive to experience such a beautiful day!

From the kitchen...Apple Jacks!! Tomorrow, I'll make a better breakfast. We are going on a short road trip and I love getting up and having a homemade breakfast before traveling!

I am creating...well, I will be creating about this time on Tuesday! My new laptop is coming and I can't wait to get back to scrapping! Be on the look out for the October Desktop since it's already September...

I am reading...Healing Mind, Healthy Woman: using the Mind-Body Connection to Manage Stress and Take Control of Your Life by Alice D. Domar, Ph.D, and Henry Dreher. Very informative!

From the learning rooms...just taking my reading further. I can't seem to get enough reading material about how the brain works and mind-body medicine lately! Breathing exercises work wonders!

I am hoping... to find some beautiful new colors of beach glass in Conneaut, OH tomorrow!!

I am hearing...the tv...I love PBS. Lidia's Itlay makes me want to eat a big ol' bowl of spaghetti every time I watch it!

I am going...to Conneaut Beach in Ohio tomorrow with my baby! Beach glass searching, a picnic...sounds like the perfect trip to me.

Around the house...moving things around on my desk to make room for my new addition! So excited I can't stand it... I can't tell you how long it's been since I'm made a scrapbook page!

I am remembering...that there are wonderful kind people in the world that, for some weird reason or another, actually like me. And that is something to be thankful for!

Quote to commit to memory... "Happiness is not a matter of intensity but of balance, order, rhythm and harmony." -Thomas Merton

A few plans for the week...I'v got a lot of writing to do, a lot of computer setting up and organizing...I'm going to be one more busy chickadee!

One of my favorite things...a cool fall breeze and colorful leaves! Our leaves are just starting to change and I am super excited about spending the entire fall season enjoying them!

Photo for Thought...this is a picture my husband shot. I was collecting beach glass after a storm (see that little blue dot? That's me!) That's the best time to search, since things get tossed around in the water. I love collecting...it's my favorite form meditation!

Searching for beach glass on Shorewood Beach in Harborcreek, PA

Fruit and Thankfulness

2010-09-05T02:33:00.000-04:00

A lot of my Southern friends will not know what I am talking about. This sort of thing only happens with the occasional fruit tree...more likely a berry bush in brambles on the roadside. I myself was surprised and filled with glee when I saw them there...just laying on the side of the road. Apples. Just growing wild on the side of a country road about four miles from my house!

My Smith Road wild apple tree...does that make them Smith Apples? My apple came from the tree!

I spotted them on the drive to my husband's family reunion last Saturday, and he was sweet enough to remember how magical I thought they were. He took it upon himself to drive out to Smith Road and pick a fresh,wild apple for me! He even snapped a shot of the tree and apples for me to blog about! How sweet is that? I know...I think he's a keeper!

My very own hand picked wild apple!

And, since I wasn't there to take pictures myself, I took my special apple outside in my yard for a photo shoot. (Yes, I'm crazy. I never said I wasn't! Hey, at least you never know what to expect, you know?) My perfect husband, after fetching my apple, came home and started repairing my bicycle! (That's him way in the back of the photo.)

My apple striking a pose, hehe!

Did I mention he's a keeper? Well, he is. So, after enjoying my first bike ride in a long time (complete with my corny I Love My Bike bell) we halved our wild apple and enjoyed it with some peanut butter.

I must say, it was the best apple ever! I'm sure it wasn't just because it was a free range, I'll-grow-where-ever-I-want apple...it was that much sweeter because of the lengths he went to retrieve it for me. And because the rest of the perfect day in which it was nestled. It's little things like that I'm truly thankful for.

For Today... August 22

2010-08-22T15:50:00.000-04:00

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Outside my window...it's overcast and rainy, but hopefully I can get a walk in later.

I am wearing...yoga pants and a long sleeve tee.

I am thinking...about my phobias. It's hard to have an irrational fear...especially one that most people don't understand that hinders every aspect of life. Why is "Well, you just need to get over that" the first thing out of everyone's mouth? Don't you think I would change my brain if I could?

I am thankful for...for my husband. he supports he through everything. His picture should be displayed beside the definition of "For better or Worse" in the marriage dictionary!

From the kitchen...probably a fresh local peach and some greek yogurt. That's my favorite snack right now!

I am creating...HA! Nothing right now. My computer is still being grumpy and I can't scrap or anything. I have been doing some writing though...

I am reading...Healing Mind, Healthy Woman: using the Mind-Body Connection to Manage Stress and Take Control of Your Life by Alice D. Domar, Ph.D, and Henry Dreher

From the learning rooms...just taking my reading further. I can't seem to get enough reading material about how the brain works and mind-body medicine lately!

I am hoping... that the wise people I confide in are right and confronting will help the anxieties subside.

I am hearing...the tv...I love PBS. Listening to a show about classic theme parks of America...and a lot of the ones they are featuring are in or near Pennsylvania!

I am going...give it my best and remember, that's all I can do.

Around the house...well, I need to vacuum AGAIN (thanks to the freaking dog). Other than that, just the usual chores to keep the house running. I should probably decide what's for dinner so I can be rounding up the things to prepare.

I am remembering...to breathe and use my tapping points when I begin to feel panicked or anxious. It isn't always helping, but practice helps...right?

Quote to commit to memory... "Uncertainty is the only certainty there is, and knowing how to live with insecurity is the only security." -John Allen Paulos I need to print this on the inside of both palms!

A few plans for the week...well, house work! I also am doing pretty well keeping my exercise schedule. I am LOVING my Karen Voight Pilates!! I have a new part time job doing some writing, so that is first on the list.

One of my favorite things...is the fact my husband is so willing to comfort me. Even if I need to sob at 4 a.m. when he has school the next day.

Photo for Thought...if you know anything about me at all, you know I love the beach. One of my favorite places is Tybee Island, GA. I follow the Tybee Sea Turtle Project on Facebook and saw that they had another nest hatch today! All but two of the hatch-lings made it out to sea...ghost crabs were responsible for the two casualties. It's sad but it's nature I guess. At least the majority made it and will grow up to one day return to Tybee, Edisto, and Folly Beach to nest again! I wanted to share a turtle picture. Aren't they the most amazing creatures?

This is a shot of one of the baby turtles from a nest on Tybee! Head over to the Tybee Turtle Project page to see more!

A Lesson from Peaches

2010-08-14T21:04:00.008-04:00

There are a lot of people that think you can't have fun unless you are in some huge city with loads of buildings and attractions. I say sure, cities are fun to visit, but living there just isn't for me. I love small towns. The slower pace, the friendly faces, the little shops just bursting with treasures waiting to be discovered...I love it all! The town I live in is even better because we are in the middle of a bustling center for fruit farms, and summer is the perfect time to enjoy it. There are tons of places to buy locally grown fruit and vegetables, and anything that can be made with said fruit and vegetables! Well, today I was taking one of my 'round-the-town walks and came upon this happy little table full of locally grown fruit!

It wasn't even a whole block from our house! I could smell the peaches and apples before I could even read the signs. I love that. Now, you would think there was someone manning a table like this. Why, no one just leaves produce (or anything else for that matter!) out without supervision unless they feel like giving it away for free or getting robbed...right? Well, these people did. All this beautiful fruit was just there to choose from and a little jar was set up for shoppers to honestly leave the money for what they buy. Since I was exercising, all I had was my phone...so no yummy fruit for me, but I stopped for pictures!

I just love the fact that I live in a little town where someone can set up a fruit stand in their front yard with a money jar and just leave it there. All day. Unsupervised. The romantic in me loves that...but my practical side was screaming "What in the world are you thinking! People aren't this honest! They will rob you blind!"

But you know something? The stand was still there, fruit, money and all, when I came back by an hour later. There was even a quart of peaches missing and a few dollars in the jar. And that's when I learned a lesson. I need to be the trusting person I always have been...jaded though I may be. Even coming from our last neighborhood where anything and everything you left outside could be plundered, I still want to believe that most people are genuinely good. There are still other people in the world that believe that too, and that makes my heart smile.

Not that I needed one, but my lesson today made me love peaches even more. (Yes, only by association, but hey, I'm a visual person! What more did you expect?!) From now on, no matter when I see apples and peaches, I am always going to remember that little fruit stand a few houses down from mine...and smile.

For Today... August 2nd

2010-08-03T00:44:00.000-04:00

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Outside my window...it is dark. I'm up way too late again.

I am wearing...jeans and a long sleeve tee shirt, but I should be wearing jammies!

I am thinking...about an impending event that I am dreading. But you know something...I didn't cause it, it isn't my fault, and I there is nothing I can even to do change it. I just have to push through it when it gets here and help my family do the same.

I am thankful for...for this spiritual awakening and new spiritual path I have found. It's taken me nearly 16 years to get to this point, but I am thankful for that and the fact that I am learning more and feeling wiser and more empowered every day.

From the kitchen...well, it's too late for that...

I am creating...HA! Well, the story there is this: I am not going to be able to digitally scrap for a while. I have to do some things with my files, hopefully to help out the computer. I hope to get back to it soon...but I'm not sure if or when I would get to make the next desktop! I hope it doesn't come to that!

I am reading...The Four Agreements by Don Miguel Ruiz

From the learning rooms...well, I rediscovered StumbleUpon.com and have been searching things about yoga and spiritually. Oh, and vegetarian cooking.

I am hoping... for continued positive changes! Not hoping... expecting!

I am hearing...the fan, the TV, and my husband walking around upstairs.

I am going...to have faith and know that everything happens for a reason. Everything has it's purpose. I only have the ability to control myself, so that's all I need to worry about.

Around the house...well, I need to vacuum AGAIN (thanks to the freaking dog), and more laundry. A few dishes. Other than that, reading and researching!

I am remembering..."When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be." -Lao Tzu Also, a bit of a change would be "When I let go of what is, I see what might be"!

Quote to commit to memory... "A bend in the road is not the end of the road...unless you fail to make the turn" ~Unknown

A few plans for the week...well, house work! I will keep up with my every-other-day Pilates schedule (two days so far!!!) and definitely read read read!

On of my favorite things...being lazy with my hubby on his day off.

Photo for Thought... isn't this a beautiful Mandala? Well, aside from being beautiful, I've learned it is also for meditation! "Mandala" is a Sanskrit word meaning circle or completion and it is simply a concentric or geometric image used in meditation. This use began in the Hindu and Buddhist traditions, but anyone can use a mandala for any type of meditation! I thought this one was particularly beautiful! The image is linked to the store in which you can buy a print...this mandala is Colseaword Mandala No.3 by the artist Alaya Gadeh. Hope you like it!

Freebie August Desktop Time!

2010-07-30T12:47:00.000-04:00

Hi there! Sorry I've been MIA lately...I was busy with summer fun, then a summer tummy virus, which wasn't so fun. But I did get the desktop finished and I hope you like it! Though my husband has been in school throughout the summer, a lot of people are just going back at the end of August. So, I thought I'd go with a back-to-school theme! For those of you headed back, have fun and good job! For those of you that are already there, keep up the good work! (There are two popular sizes included...just check your resolution on your screen to see which one to use!)

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Remember, I just assemble the desktops...there are some awesome

designers out there where I get my supplies!

Credits: Papers by Deena Rutter, Audrey Neal, Gunhild Storiede, Jeanelle Page, Becky Young, and Dodie Sarchet-Walker, Red Kraft Alpha by Designs by Kristine, Map Flair by Macy Goode, Sunburst Flair by Tracie Stroud, Doodles by Mizz Kitten, Staple by Suzy Q Scraps, Smilie Brad from the Hello Sunshine Alpha by Kelly Mickus, Tape by Erin Clayton, Clipboard clip by The Scrapping Cop, Calendar by Sueli Colbert, and template Freeway Map 4 from Roadside Designs.

Beach Glass: My collection so far...

2010-07-21T20:04:00.000-04:00

I have fallen in love with Beach Glass! Ok, it has a lot of names...beach glass, sea glass, lake glass, river glass. The name I see most for glass coming from a lake is Beach Glass, so that's what I call mine! Anyway, I got my collection out today to add my latest finds, so I thought I'd organize and take a picture of my progress. I love it all, but the blues and aqua are my favorites. Of course, those are the hardest to find around here beside the ones I have yet to see at all (reds, yellows, oranges, purples, and pinks). I haven't seen any marbles or any pieces that are distinguishable shapes either, but one can hope! I do have some cool beach pottery too...that's always neat to find! I think my collection is pretty fair, seeing as I just got started in late April of this year!

I have seen people call it trash. I suppose that's true, but I like to think of it a bit differently. I like to think that someone tossed what they thought was trash and the Earth took it and made a beautiful treasure for someone to find.

I am like a piece of beach glass...tossed by someone heartless, but tumbled, molded, and polished by time and The Divine into a colorful treasure, then washed up on the beach for someone worthy to find.

Thanks for stopping by today and sharing my collection!

For Today...July 20th

2010-07-20T00:47:00.000-04:00

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Outside my window...it is dark. I stay up way too late these days! Thankfully, it is nowhere near as hot as it has been lately!

I am wearing...jeans and a pink tee shirt, but I should be wearing jammies!

I am thinking...maybe positive thinking works better than I thought (yes I know that's not really a positive way to say it!).

I am thankful for...friends that accept you, faults and all. New friends and old friends alike...i feel like new friends are soul mates that are actually old friends I haven't seen in a while :-)

From the kitchen...well, it's too late for it, but popcorn. Try the Lightly Salted kind from Orville Redenbacher!

I am creating...well, computer issues are keeping me from creating anything digital, and a lack of funds is keeping me from traditional crafting, so... I'm in a rut right now!

I am reading...Spiritual Fitness by Nancy Mramor, Ph.D. PLEASE go get this book!

From the learning rooms...I am researching canning since it's been a while. I love making homemade goodies and I have about seven quarts of fresh picked blue berries waiting to be made into something yummy!

I am hoping... for the will power to keep up with my positive changes. I will not beat myself up for eating one thing that might be a bad choice, or for skipping out on one day of walking. I will get back on the wagon when I fall off and keep on trucking!

I am hearing...my poor fur baby Pumpkin up in the bed room wondering where Mommy is...who knew such a small cat could meow so loud?!

I am going... to stick to my journaling, and make sure I keep my positive affirmations in mind to crowd out the negativity. I will be a healthier happier person, regardless of my weight or financial status. I am worth it!

Around the house...well, I need to vacuum AGAIN (thanks to the dog), and more laundry. Oh, and I need to get the coffee pot ready for my hubby in the morning! Gotta have that go-go juice!

I am remembering...a quote from the current book I am reading. Nothing has meaning except what you give meaning.

Quote to commit to memory..."Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it" ~Goethe

A few plans for the week...well, house work! I will journal, take time for myself, slow down and appreciate the little things, exercise, eat right, and say at least one positive thing about myself every day.

On of my favorite things...picking blueberries on a farm in the morning with friends!

From my lens...speaking of blueberries! This is a few shots of the fresh blueberries Deanna, Mary, and I hand picked at Conn's Farm here in North East. Like my friend Shauna said: "Look at all those antioxidants!"

Summertrip to Niagara Falls, NY!

2010-07-16T20:40:00.001-04:00

I was super excited for weeks in anticipation of my new friends visiting me, and now I can say we had a blast while they were here! I met Deanna on Facebook through our shared love of Digital Scrapbooking, and we became fast friends. Though we have chatted online and know one another for quite a few months, the distance between us prevented us from actually meeting. Until this week! Like me, Deanna loves a road trip, so she and her daughter decided to make the long trek up from Savannah to stay here in Erie and let me show them the sights! Plus, we had to go the extra hour and a half to see Niagara Falls! We had so much fun while they were here. We did all sorts of things, but this post, I'm focusing on our trip to The Falls!

I had been once or twice before, but they had never had the experience. I couldn't wait to see their faces! Deanna was so generous and made sure we all got tickets for the ultimate Falls experience! We took a guided tour...blessedly, on an air conditioned tour bus! (Of course we are having a heat wave the only week I have Southern friends visiting!) We started out getting on the Maid of the Mist boat ride first. The Maid takes you right up to the foot of the Horseshoe Falls, past the American and Bridal Veil Falls. It's amazing, as you float past Canada, to see the Falls from the bottom. It's a life changing experience to see how awesome God's creation can be at it's peak. Just breath taking...

The American Falls as seen from The Maid of the Mist

Thanks to Deanna for the pictures by the way...I took some but I am completely unable to upload them to my computer at the moment. She did a beautiful job! )And you can probably check out more soon over at her blog, Searching Savannah!) I can barely remember all of the awesome facts we heard, but one jaw dropper is that a whopping 150,00 gallons go over the Falls every second!!! And that isn't all. Since the United States and Canada both divert water from the Niagara River to produce hydroelectric power, the amount of water going over the Falls is usually only twenty-five to fifty percent of what could be flowing! The falls have moved over thousands of years, because of erosion, and actually started 12,500 years ago seven miles further up the Niagara River where the Whirlpool is located currently. We took our air conditioned bus to the cliffs above the Whirlpool. Just WOW! I was expecting a small pool...maybe the size of a large building. The Whirlpool is huge! We didn't stay there too long...we headed back to the main part of the Falls for the Cave of the Winds tour!

There are no two ways about it...you will get wet! Sure, you get a snazzy yellow rain poncho, and some awesome shoes to wear, but you will still be soaked when you get back from The Cave of the Winds! I wish I had more pictures, but to tell you the truth, I would have ruined my camera and camera phone if I took anymore! We were dripping by the second deck...I have no idea how anyone actually got out there to build those things! But here is what Deanna shot, and they are great! I wish you could hear the Falls from the decks...everyone should experience that tour!

The very top deck, behind that green rock on the very right side, is called The Hurricane Deck. Because of the way the Bridal Veil Falls has eroded, there is a lot of wind pushed from the cave behind the water fall. Yeah...there was no taking a picture on that deck...there was barely any talking! Talk about wind! I wish they had rated it by the scale...but I would say it was a Category One, or else one couldn't get off the deck at all! This tour ended the up close and personal part of the tour. We were taken to Goat Island (named for the lone goat that survived a harsh winter in the 1800's) and stood on US soil, next to the Canadian Horseshoe Falls. We stayed all day and finished up our experience with the fireworks show over the Falls around ten p.m. Just beautiful!

Everyone should experience Niagara Falls at least once! It was amazing my first time, but walking the Cave of the Winds was definitely amazing and I will never forget it...and all while getting to know my new friends! I want to thank them for coming and having fun with me, and for sharing such an amazing experience!

See the Maid of the Mist in the far right hand corner? Looks small, but that's one big boat!

Me with my new friends from Savannah!

Thanks for stopping by and reading! I'll try to edit more of the pictures I got and that Deanna gave me...and hopefully, I'll post about our other shenanigans soon!

Wine Country, Pennsylvania Style

2010-07-10T21:26:00.000-04:00

I recently read a review of the Northwestern PA and NY winery region that called the area the "Napa of the East." I love that! So, when my friend Macy told me our group was going to have another template challenge, I thought I'd highlight my new hometown. About two weeks ago, I took an ambitious seven mile trek, and around here, that means I was surrounded by vineyards for most of my hike. It's very peaceful, walking through grapes. I had to take pictures. There are many more wine related pages to come, believe me!

So, for those of you looking for a challenge, remember to stop by the Digital Scrapaholics Anonymous Facebook Group some time Monday and check out the new Template Challenge that's coming! If you just like looking at layouts, head to the main photo gallery for loads of inspiration!

Thanks for stopping by an sharing my new page... Wine Country.

Credits:
Photo mask: Gunhild Storiede
Template: Roadside Designs FreewayMap3
Frame, papers,grapes,wine bottle, and corkscrew: Raspberry Road Designs
paper (blended): Joyce Paul Designs
Stains: Tracey Monette
Word art by Melissa Sherbon (me!)
Font: Jellyka BeesAntique Handwriting

Inspired by Water

2010-07-07T21:01:00.000-04:00

Water is a theme in my life. Of course, I would much rather it be the ocean, but living here on Lake Erie isn't awful. At least it is large enough for waves, and there is the added fun of treasure hunting for sea glass! The best thing about it though? Definitely the sunsets. I have had nearly everyone I've met here tell me Lake Erie sunsets are some of the most beautiful on Earth. After seeing a few, I have to agree. So, when the group I belong to on Facebook (Digital Scrapaholics Anonymous...come join!) posted it's newest challenge, the first thing I thought of was my most recent sunset picture! It's called Embrace the Space, and the point is to use a lot of white space or negative space in your lay out. I love this technique, especially since it lets you show case your larger photographs. I also love challenges because they get the creative juices flowing. I had so many ideas, I am working on more pages...but for now, here is my page inspired by our beautiful Lake Erie sunsets!

Credits:
Photograph and Word Art by me! (Quote found on Goodquotes.com)
Paper by Trish Heffern Designs "A Splash of Spring"
Torn paper strip by Gunhild Storiede "Edges"
Fonts used, Jellyka Saint Andrew's Queen and Jellyka Bees Antique Handwriting

For Today...July 6th

2010-07-06T08:26:00.000-04:00

Outside my window...it is already getting hot! I am up and at'em early so I can get my jog in before the heat sets in too much. I thought it was supposed to be cooler up here!

I am wearing...jammies, but about to change to my workout things.

I am thinking...about all the fun things to show my friends when they finally get here next week!

I am thankful for...God putting the book Spiritual Fitness in my path. It really is the best self help type book I have ever read.

From the kitchen...coffee and Apple Jacks with added fiber. Oh, and a big fat bottle of water.

I am creating...well, maybe later I'll work on the Embrace the Space Challenge for the Digital Scrapaholics Anonymous Facebook group :-)

I am reading...Spiritual Fitness by Nancy Mramor, Ph.D. PLEASE go get this book!

From the learning rooms...My hubby is up and off to school after one day off for the Fourth of July. He is still making all A's!

I am hoping... that I can break through this plateau and lose some more weight. I really thought I'd be different, but I guess nearing 30 really is catching up with me...

I am hearing...a lot of big trucks passing today. Which reminds me... I need to take the trash out to the curb! <running out the door>

I am going... to stick to my journaling, and make sure I keep my positive affirmations in mind to crowd out the negativity.

Around the house...more vacuuming, clothes to wash, and laundry to fold. Goo thing I got up earlier!

I am remembering...what I read earlier this week. That I wouldn't treat a best friend harshly and judgmentally, so why do I treat myself that way? What a life changing sentence.

Quote to commit to memory..."Self esteem and self love are not sinful. They make living a joy instead of a chore." ~Bernie Siegel Love, Medicine, and Miracles from my reading of Spiritual Fitness.

A few plans for the week...well, house work! I have friends coming to visit and I should really try to get the house as straight as possible! Other than that, journaling, exercising, and beginning my meditation practices.

On of my favorite things...searching the local beaches for sea glass with my hubby! He surprised me with a beach stop yesterday and he spent time trolling. It was so much fun!

From my lens...this was the first thing I saw when I woke up this morning! My Pumpkin always sleeps with me, but she was super snuggled in this morning. I had to get a picture...thank goodness my phone was near by!

Fourth of July Freebie!

2010-07-02T20:22:00.000-04:00

Here's a little something I wanted to share in celebration of July Fourth! Happy Independence Day Everyone!

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For Today...June 29th-ish

2010-06-28T22:18:00.000-04:00

To participate in the Daybook, click HERE!

Outside my window: it is getting dark. I love the long days of summer when it isn't really dark outside until 9-ish!
I am hearing: the TV. My poor hubby has had a tummy bug and he's been in his recliner all day. Yeah, commercials are always louder than the shows...did you know the Monster Trucks are coming to Erie, PA?!
I am wearing: jeans and my favorite gray long sleeve tee...and sandals. Strange, it usually rains when I wear my sandals, so today was a good day!
From the kitchen: thinking about an evening snack of popcorn, maybe a nectarine.
I am thankful for: the fact that North East wasn't in the direct path of the funnel clouds that came through Sunday. We spent about 45 minutes in the basement, but thankfully for nothing.
I am going: to try to look on the bright side. I am reading that genetics predisposes my disposition but environment helps or hinders, so I will try to change it anyway.
Noticing that: I eat when I am bored or worried...and I tend to be either bored or worried. Why does it seem more difficult to lose weight now that I'm nearly 30, than it was when I was 20?
I am reading: States of Mind: New Discoveries about How Our Brains Make Us Who We Are edited by Roberta Conlan
From the learning rooms: Rob starts his new school term tomorrow...he made all As for his last term!
On my mind: money, family, health, friends...any and all of those in any configuration.
Quote for Thought:
One of my favorite things: my warm sleeping cat snuggled up to me while I read before bed.
I'm creating: hopefully a few scrapbook pages this week. I haven't quite gotten my mojo back...still in a creative funk.
Around the house: laundry to fold, dishes to wash, the usual.
A few plans for the week: I will try start back with my routine...I need to get up earlier and get my house work out of the way before I even sit down at the computer because it is a vortex that steals your sense of time!
From my lens: My favorite reading buddy...this was a rare moment my baby girl decided to pose instead of be a ham in front of the camera!

July Desktop Freebie!!

2010-06-26T21:06:00.000-04:00

Hello Everyone!

I hope your summer is going well, and that you are taking time to relax! Since July is in the middle of summer, and summer usually means a trip to the beach, I went beachy this month! I hope you guys enjoy it! I've included two popular sizes, so I hope there is something that will work for everyone!

Remember to slow down and collect a few sea shells this summer, ok! Click the link to download!!

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Materials used from these awesome designers: Tiny Toes Designs templates, Created By Jill Designs, Noshay Designa, Mari Koegelenberg @ The Digi Chick, Manda Lane Scraps, Suzy Q Scraps, Melissa Bennett, Faith True, Lil' Digi Bits by Jude Toone, Sara Schmutz, Kathy Winters Designs, and Jen Allyson. The font used was Hero for Fools.

An Origami Father's Day Card

2010-06-19T22:53:00.000-04:00

Father's Day is upon us again! I usually make a digital card for such occasions, but I have no way to print them, so I decided to break out my (gasp!) traditional supplies! Yes...for the first time since February 2009 actually. I can't believe it's been that long! I didn't want this card to be like the rest, so I thought I'd go 3D, like all the movies seem to be doing lately! No need for glasses, though, because I went origami style! I thought a shirt and tie would be SO cute, so I searched how-to's and found a neat video from BarefootStamper.com on YouTube, then I tweaked the idea and made it my own.

I went to the local scrap store here in town today (I'm posting about them tomorrow!) and amazingly spent under $2.00. I only needed paper. I ended up choosing a double patterned paper by Crate Paper from their Little Sprout Collection. I got two pieces, but I ended up only using one.

My supplies were:

1 white card stock 4x6 card with envelope

one piece patterned paper of choice

one Post-it (the color matched!)

choice of stamps, if stamping (I used stamps from

Hero Arts and Hampton Art's Studio G)

Scotch Double-sided Tape

scissors & paper cutter

If it weren't already practically Sunday, I would go through the folding process. If you guys are really interested, I may post the how to in a later post...so let me know if you are interested! For now, I'm posting pictures of the final product! I can't tell you how great it felt to actually craft again. If I had the supplies, I probably would have made these in different patterns all day long! This card was SO much fun...I hope you like it as much as I did when I finished. I can't wait to give this to my father-in-law tomorrow!

The top middle is the finished card. The other two pictures up top are just up close details. The lower left hand pic is what you see when you open the card, and the lower right hand shot is the front and back of the paper I chose from The Little Sprout Collection by Crate Paper.

The inside of the card reads:

"Anyone can be a father,

it takes someone

special to be a

Dad."

Thanks for stopping by and sharing my excitement over crafting! I will work on a step by step how-to on this card for the curious people out there! Until then, have a wonderful Father's Day with the Dad or Dads in your life! God bless!

New Challenge, New Page!

2010-06-18T00:53:00.002-04:00

Hello all!
There's a new challenge over at the Digital Scrapaholics Anonymous group on Facebook...and Macy let little ol' me think it up! I must say, I was very excited to get the chance to come up with a scrapbook challenge all by myself! The brainstorming was fun, and what I came up with was a Title Challenge. The only real rule is to use a number as the main page title! The sky is the limit. If it's a number, you can scrap a page about it! I decided to think outside the box and scrap about calories (of all things) but I can't wait to see what everyone else comes up with! So, if you aren't already a member, head over and join. And if you are, get to scrappin'!

Here's the page I came up with...besides scrapping and household bills, calories seem to be something I think a lot about, so I decided to scrap it. The journaling reads:

"The recommended daily caloric intake for a woman is 1800. That's 753 too much...in just one day.
Talk about a reality check! Most people eat this or worse in a "normal" day.

It's no wonder America is overweight and unhealthy!
I used to eat like this, but no more!! I cut the fried food, sugary drinks, and huge portions.

I started exercising and feel so much better! Change is so worth it!"

Credits:
Water stains by Katie Pertiet (recolored)
Paper by Deena Rutter, Hotel California Kit
Staples by Andilynn Designs
Journal Tabs by Danielle Corbitt Designs
When I Grow Up Alpha by The Scrapping Sisters
Arrows by Spencer Nugent, Sketchy Elements Vol.1
Font by Kevin and Amanda, Pea Squeaker
Food by Trine Secher, I Love NYC Day 8 Kit

For Today, June 15th

2010-06-15T02:39:00.000-04:00

Head over to The Simple Woman's Daybook Blog to participate!

Outside my window: it's dark, and still warm. Summer is finally here.
I am hearing: the quiet of the house, and a few birds outside, though it's very late...or early, depending on how you look at it!
I am wearing: one of my favorite old long sleeve tee shirts and some flannel pants.
From the kitchen: coffee...coffee...COFFEE!
I am thankful for: my friends. A long chat with a good friend is great therapy!
I am going: to start reading as much as I can about the mysterious human brain.
Noticing that: no matter how many positive comments there may be, it's the negative one(s) that stick in your brain. Why is that?
I am reading: The Secret Language of the Mind by David Cohen
From the learning rooms: the book I am reading is SO interesting. I am reading about how the brain works, why we do or do not do things, and how consciousness and it's many states work.
On my mind: I need to remember that I am my biggest critic, and should try seeing myself through someone else's eyes; namely, those who care for me, and not those who don't.
Quote for Thought: I need to remember this! "Be who you are and say what you feel, because those that matter don't mind, and those that mind don't matter." ~Dr. Seuss
One of my favorite things: reading, reading, reading!
I'm creating: Yes, I am creating! I have been scrapping and playing in PSE this week.
Around the house: dishes to do, but I got a lot done today! The biggest thing was rearranging the garage in order to get our couch accessible. Selling it because we aren't able to fit it in the house we moved to!
A few plans for the week: back to exercising after a day or two of rest, and at least some brainstorming for more pages. I think if I make little challenges for myself, I will keep the creativity flowing.
From my lens: I was playing around with editing photos, and this is one i came up with. These are the buttercups growing by my side door in one of our sunny spots. I like the pen &ink feeling I got from combining Poster Edge, Ink, and Diffused Glow!

For Today...June 8th

2010-06-08T23:18:00.000-04:00

For Today...

Head over to The Simple Woman's Daybook Blog to participate!

Outside my window: it's dark! I just remembered it's Tuesday!

I am wearing: yoga pants and a tee shirt

From the kitchen:I had a bag of Natural Popcorn and some coffee for dinner, LOL!

I am thankful for: being given the chance to be a CT Member on my first CT Blog ever!

I am going: make sure I keep doing my workouts. I am also going to remind myself to take weight loss one day at a time.I did it once, I can do it again.

Noticing that: our government doesn't seem to care about OUR oceans and natural treasures of coastal land nearly as much as they care about helping other countries when disaster hits. There's something very wrong with that. At least the media is bringing attention to something that deserves it for once! Ok...soapbox put away now...

I am reading: The Family Markowitz by Allegra Goodman (it's pretty good!)

From the learning rooms: Rob is still doing amazingly well in his studies! Straight A student!

On my mind: in the real world, dreams don't come true over night...I need to learn to be patient.
Quote for Thought: "The sea is emotion incarnate. It loves, hates, and weeps. It defies all attempts to capture it with words and rejects all shackles. No matter what you say about it, there is always that which you can't."

— Christopher Paolini

One of my favorite things: finishing a digital scrapbook page that I am truly satisfied with in every way.

I'm creating: Just finished a page a few days ago, and I can't wait to contribute my first page to my new CT blog!

Around the house: clothes to fold, dishes to was, towels to fold, things to rearrange...

A few plans for the week: Come up with some ideas for a new challenge on Digital Scrapaholics Anonymous!
Photo for Thought: It's World Oceans Day, so I want to post a picture of my beloved ocean. I pray the oil be contained, then cleaned, so no more harm comes to her and the life she contains.

Edisto Beach, South Carolina

Awesome News and a Template Challenge!

2010-06-06T20:57:00.000-04:00

     Hi everyone! I am just floating on the clouds right now! I have been a member of Digital Scrapaholics Anonymous on Facebook for a while, and just love it. (If you haven't been over there yet, WHAT are you waiting for?!) It's a fabulous group for the love of digital scrapbooking. A place for people to share their pages and chat about their collective passion toward the hobby!
     So, you can imagine how excited I was to become an administrator over at my favorite group! Not only that, I am now on Macy's CT Team! I am just ecstatic and can't wait to contribute to the group and the CT Blog! So, if you don't already know the way, head on over to J&M Designs Blog and check them out!
     Speaking of Digital Scrapaholics Anonymous...who doesn't love a challenge? I think they really give the old creative process a much needed jolt most of the time. Well, there is a challenge afoot over at the group and you are all invited to join in! Just head over to the group page, join, and then get to scrapping! It is a template challenge and I had a load of fun making my page. The template is by Tiny Toes Designs and it's a great one! The link is on the group page or right here, so head on over and pick it up! The pages already posted are awesome, and we can't wait to see more! I'll close by sharing my page using the template...happy scrapping!

Credits: Faith True Designs: bubbles and acrylic water, Katie Pertiet: stains, Cali Designs: driftwood and paper for frame, Stapled tabs: Dizzy Scraps Designs, Bckgnd paper: Joyce Paul Designs, Alpha: altered "Red Kraft Alpha" by Designs by Kristine, Pea Lovey Dovey and Pea Alesa fonts: KevinandAmanda, Template: TinyToes Designs, and photo by me!

FINALLY!

2010-06-02T17:18:00.000-04:00

I have been having one heck of a creative dry spell. Maybe it's the funk I've been in...that never fosters much creative gumption. Or it might be the fact that the computer I have to use is OLD and I haven't been taking pictures, so I haven't had much to scrap. Either way, I hadn't made a page since mid March. That's NOT good.

Anyway, a few weeks ago I was exploring a local shop with Rob and saw the most perfect pair of galoshes ever and snapped a picture with my cell phone. We were only window shopping, and I saw a lot of neat things. (Namely, they are my new favorite store because they have loads of used books at great prices!) But the thing I remember the most...the thing I look for in the window every time I pass now...is that perfect pair of polka dot galoshes! I am hoping that they will still be there next time I come across an extra $20 to blow on myself. That's right...vintage galoshes in just my size for only $20.

Well, I believe everything happens for a reason, and I think I found those galoshes so I could get my creative juices flowing again! It took me a while, but I suddenly remembered I had some rain themed papers and elements that would be perfect! So, I got to work yesterday and after a lot of playing I finally made a page! It was a big deal for me, so I thought I'd share it! Hopefully, this opened a flood gate for my creative juices! I will list the credits and journaling below the picture...I hope you enjoy it!

Page by Melissa Sherbon

Journaling

"I've been exploring my new hometown in the afternoons. I just love all the little nooks and crannies of downtown! I saw these fabulous vintage boots in the local antique shop. I'm a fool for polka dots! They had quite a few different pairs in all shapes and sizes, but these were, by far, my favorites! Alas, I was only window shopping...but I hope they are still there when I have $20 to spend!"

Credits

template: Katie Pertiet, Papers:MissTina (HiHello Kit), Joyce Paul Designs, MissyBits (Splash of Spring), Tracie Stroud (Sunshine Song Kit), Katie Pertiet (journal tab), Sun: Tracie Stroud (sunshine Song Kit)Umbrella and rain drops: Raspberry Road Designs Alpha: Sweet Like Choclate by A Work in Progress Designs Fonts: Susie's Hand and Socially Awkward

For Today...June 1, 2010

2010-06-01T13:53:00.001-04:00

Head over to The Simple Woman's Daybook Blog to participate!

Outside my window: the sun is finally starting to peek out from behind the clouds.

I am hearing: the tv chattering, traffic going by outside.

I am wearing: jeans and a long sleeve tee...feeling like being a bum today.

From the kitchen: vanilla Greek yogurt with strawberries and banana...yummy!

I am thankful for: Dad being able to loan us a car! Our water pump went out on our Aztek, and now something is wrong with the belt...thank God Dad is able to loan us his car so Rob can get back and forth to school and work!

I am going: to be staying at home for a while, until the car is fixed.

Noticing that: I always feel like I am taking one step forward and two steps back.

I am reading: Breathing Lessons by Anne Tyler. Just a book I got at the library sale a while back, but it is good! Go read it!

From the learning rooms: Rob is still doing amazingly well in his studies! I haven't been able to get to the book store much more, so I am a little at a stand still in my reading about my self discovery. For some reason, there isn't a lot of info on the web...guess I'm not main stream, huh?

On my mind: change is hard, especially when you don't know where to begin.

Quote for Thought: I need to remember this when I feel stuck or unsure about things...

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
~Marilyn Monroe

One of my favorite things: finding pretty beach glass in the endless sand on the beach. It's like the universe left a present, just for me to find :-)

I'm creating: I did get my free desktop finished for June...I hope to make a page soon if I can work up some creative juices...

Around the house: clothes to fold, dishes to wash after a cook out, more clothes that need to be washed...

A few plans for the week: i need to focus on getting my workouts in before anything else.

From my lens: This weekend was Memorial Day, so I made blueberry cobbler!

June Desktop Freebie!!

2010-05-31T21:29:00.001-04:00

Happy Memorial Day everyone! I hope you are all relaxing after a fun filled day of cook outs, swimming, boating, or what ever it is you enjoy. I thought I wouldn't make it on time, but I actually finished this before June! I had fun making it...I had strawberries on the brain because our local farms are all laden with fresh berries around here. The warm weather brought the harvest a few weeks early, so there are strawberries everywhere!
This time around, I made two popular sizes, so those of you who need 1280x768 aren't left out! Both sizes are in the zip so there's no guessing which you need. Thanks to all the amazing designers for their fun summery designs! Check out the credit list under the preview and then look them up...their products always rock! Have a great rest-of-the-holiday night everyone...and thanks for stopping by!

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Credits: Template by ChrissyW Digital Designs. Strawberries, Swirl by Azur Scraps.
Papers by Delicious Scraps, Shadow House Designs, Kathy Winters Designs, and Raspberry Road Designs.
Strawberries sign by Raspberry Road Designs. Butterfly by Le Petit Scraps.
Buttons by Danielle Corbitt Designs and Erin Clayton Designs.
Calendar and June stamp by Sueli Colbert Designs.

For Today... I'm a little late

2010-05-26T16:02:00.000-04:00

To participate, head over to the Daybook Blog!

Outside my window: it is sunny and warm...finally feels like spring!
I am hearing: the chattering of the TV and the dog snoring in the corner.
I am wearing: yoga pants, a tee shirt, and my sneakers. Heading out for a jog later.
From the kitchen: Just had some Strawberries with yogurt and a small bowl of corn flakes.
I am thankful for: friends. If not for a friend's insight I wouldn't have made a huge self discovery that sparked a new journey. My how things change in a day or so, huh? I am also thankful for my supportive husband, who just accepts me for who I am and doesn't think I am crazy :-)
I am going: to keep following this path, even if I am afraid sometimes.
Noticing that: self discovery is exciting, scary, and amazing all at once.
I am reading: The Pull of the Moon by Elizabeth Berg
From the learning rooms: I have spent a lot of time the last few days buried in books at the book store! I have found out that I am not crazy. The way I feel has a name, and it is HSP. I am a Highly Sensitive Person. I always thought this was a bad thing, but now I know it is a divine gift. I am learning more about myself now, thanks to a friend who put me on this path last week. Highly Sensitive Person, Empath...they were all terms I had never heard before then! I can't thank you enough (you know who you are) for showing me this door, and for the help opening it!
On my mind: I am thinking of my best friend today, in Asheville, NC. Though I am unable to be there in body, in spirit, I am with him as he and a whole lot of other wonderful people gather to celebrate his mother's life. She was a wonderful woman, and I love that right now, there is a celebration of color and life going on in her honor!
Quote for Thought: This is more of a affirmation than a quote. I read this while researching Reiki:

"Just for today, do not worry. Just for Today, do not be angry. Just for today, have gratitude and give thanks. Just for today, be honest in your work. Just for today, be kind to all living things."

One of my favorite things: sea shells and sand in my toes
I'm creating: new ways of thinking for myself. Hopefully, this new path will open up my creativity in new ways!
Around the house: a sleeping dog down stairs, and a sleeping cat up stairs! I need to go for my jog before all these napping animals make me sleepy!
A few plans for the week: house work of course, but I plan on some more book shop trips, and I will try to walk/jog every day.
From my lens: My husband and I spent some time at Presque Isle in Erie yesterday, and I am thankful the lake front is so close to feeling like the ocean! I never cease to feel restored after a stroll by the water...

For Today... Daybook for May 18th

2010-05-18T13:29:00.001-04:00

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Outside my window: still chilly for May,and rainy.
I am hearing: rain, not much else.
I am wearing: my bumming-around-the-house jeans, and a tee shirt.
From the kitchen: maybe some coffee, I haven't decided yet.
I am thankful for: people willing to help when you need it the most...you know who you are, and thank you :-)
I am going: to have to figure out why I can't get out of this rut I'm in.
Noticing that: that money may not buy happiness, but it sure is a great destresser.
I am reading: Welcome to the World Baby Girl by Fanny Flagg
From the learning rooms: my hubby make 100% on his test today. He's doing so well.
On my mind: everything and nothing...ever feel like that? Sometimes, I think it'd be nice to just sit and have no thoughts or feelings at all. Just be numb.

Quote for Thought: Go to Goodreads.com, they have wonderful quotes. "I feel like a defective model, like I came off the assembly line flat-out (screwed-up) and my parents should have taken me back for repairs before the warranty ran out." Elizabeth Wurtzel

One of my favorite things: sleeping late, snuggled in my blankets with my cat.
I'm creating: a whole lot of nothing. I feel stuck ... It's like my brain has shut down...
Around the house: laundry and dishes to wash, towels to fold...I'm sure I've forgotten something...
A few plans for the week: catch up on the house work, finish up the book I am currently reading, and make myself get back to exercising regularly. just like last week, I have been trying to scrap and/or create, but I just can't seem to get anything to work for me.
From my lens: the chilly sunset on Lake Erie a few days ago...

Sharing an Awesome Community and One of My Pages!

2010-05-14T16:16:00.003-04:00

I'm a big fan digital scrapbooking. I guess that's not too big a secret though, now is it? I realized that I haven't posted a single one of my pages on this blog. It must be that I upload them all to my Facebook page and groups and forget to share them here. Well, since I found an awesome group on Facebook, I thought it was a good time to share that and one of my pages!

Digital Scrapaholics Anonymous is a fun group on Facebook, and how can you not LOVE the name?!

Hello, my name is Melissa, and I am addicted to Digital Scrapbooking!

Well, everyone interested in the medium in the least little bit should head over to their page and join the group! Macy and Janet, the fun ladies that run the group, are amazing! I really enjoy the group because it is a place to simply share your projects and get inspiration from other's while you're at it! They have fun challenges and things too, so run on over to Facebook and join in the digiscrappin' fun! You won't regret it!

I was so excited about the feed back from fellow scrappers on the DSA group, but today I got an email that sent through the roof! One of the pages I shared had been chosen as the Layout of the Week!! So, since I haven't shared any pages here before, I thought I'd start with the one they chose! (If you guys are reading this...Thanks again Macy and Janet!!)

I made this as a birthday present for my twin sister this past November. The poem I used had been a gift from her to me on a beautifully scrapped page for a birthday a few years before, but I knew she didn't have it out to read for herself. I thought she should, and this is what I came up with. I love my poem so much, and I hope she knows that.

"Sisters" by Melissa Sherbon

Poem by Martha S.

Credits:
fonts: Susie's Hand and Garamond
Clip: mgl Scraps, Spring Break Kit
Green polkadot pp: Sweet Blossom Designs by Sara
Strawberry Kisses Collab Kit
Picture Overlays: e-lena Designs, Shabby Paper Overlay
Hearts: Baer Garten Designs, Special You Kit
Papers: Katie Pertiet, ColorChallenge8/2/09 &
AdChallenge10/18/09
folded paper edge: Jan Hicks, Curled Edges Special
clover: Melissa Sherbon
Staples: wimpychompers, Gerber Garden Kit
Ribbon: Jan Crowley, Vagabond Kit
alpha: Rachel Young, The Beginning Alpha

For Today...May 11th

2010-05-11T08:10:00.000-04:00

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Outside my window: it's a little cloudy and breezy, and the sun is stretching it's legs. I think it's going to rain today.

I am thinking: what I should show my sister while she is visiting my new town for the first time! And about how blessed I am...today is now one year and seven months that I have been married to the best guy ever.

I am thankful: for a lot. That my husband works so hard for our little family...that God provides, even though I might be anxious about it sometimes...and that I get to see my sister for a few days :-)

From the learning rooms: My hubby is off to school as we speak. He is making all A's according to his latest report! As for me, I think I'm still learning to try taking things a day at the time.

From the kitchen: COFFEE, it's 7:45 a.m. for goodness sake!

I am reading: Welcome to the World Baby Girl by Fannie Flagg. (LOVE her books)

I am creating: a whole lotta nothing at the moment. I guess I'm in a rut and the sides are too steep to get out...

I am hoping: that my sister makes it here safe and sound, and that she makes it home safe in a few days. Oh, and that she has fun while she's here!

Around the house: house work, house work, and some house work. In between reading :-)

One of my favorite things: quality sister time :-)

A few plans for the rest of the week: the only plan I have this week is to think up things to do in the area that my sister will enjoy. I would like to take Tater (my pug nephew) to the lake to see a big body of water for the first time!

Here is picture for thought I am sharing: in honor of my sister's visit, a sister picture, and a picture of my favorite nephew...Tater!

My sister and me! This was on the morning of a birthday surprise trip November 2009. She took me horseback riding!

Eating the icing laden cake I made for our 29th birthday (yeap, twins!) at the best Chinese bistro ever...P.F.Chang!

This was on a visit to Oconee National Forest in SC near my sister's house sometime in 2008, right before I got married

My little nephew Tater! He was hoping he wasn't about to be made to get up from his couch nap :-)

The Daily Excitement of a Pennsylvania House Wife... Birds in the House!

2010-05-06T15:19:00.001-04:00

Ok. I love birds. Love listening to them outside the window in the morning. They are like little music boxes, the best soundtrack there is on a walk around the block, or sitting in the lawn chair reading. Birds are great...outside.

Why specify? Well, today I slept in way too late, and came downstairs about 11:30. Powered up the computer, and turned on the TV. When I hit the power button and the TV came to life, there was a sudden flurry of batting wings and a huge black blur swooped down over my head. Of course, I ducked for cover and ran into the kitchen, all the time hearing the thing right behind me. I was half way down the stairs to the basement before I turned around, all the time thinking, Oh crap, it's a bat, it's a bat, it's a bat...

The black bird was clinging to the screen in the kitchen window. He'd let go, flutter about, slam the screen, and squawk. I ran outside to gather my thoughts, maybe see if the screens came off from the outside. They didn't. The bird sat there staring at me from the kitchen. Little help here? was all over his face.

I crept back into the kitchen, but he was no where to be seen. At least he solved the problem of getting the screens open without getting pecked to death for me. So, I opened the screens, and even the back door in hopes he'd fly right by me. No such luck. I'd scared him further into the house...which was just great.

Flash forward about two hours. I had started thinking that maybe he'd escaped some other way, or maybe the open door helped. So, I settled in to checking up on Facebook and answering emails. I even took a break from that to walk the dog. Who, by the way, had bird crap on her back...evidence the bird had a sense of humor. Since there was still no sign of him though, I began chatting with a friend. She said birds can hide for a long time before feeling safe enough to come out. Greeeeat.

I couldn't have made it up if I wanted to...when she said that, the damn thing started rustling in the ceiling. He took off toward the dining room. I tried to keep up. I think I saw him fly the coop from the kitchen window after a detour smashing into the dining room windows I didn't open. I'm not absolutely sure.

I hope he is free and singing in the maple outside, because I have had enough excitement for today!

**Update!! I am finding little plops of bird poop in very odd places...

Though, thank God, they are all on hard, easily disinfected surfaces!**

For Today... Simple Woman's Daybook for May 4th

2010-05-04T08:47:00.000-04:00

Outside my window... the sun is coming up, my husband is leaving for school, and the birds are chirping. Sounds like a nice start to the day...hope it is!

I am thinking... how nice it would be to win the lottery. I know a lot of people have huge dreams of what they'd buy. I'd just be thankful to know I'd have enough money to live on for the rest of my life. (That is, of course, if I won the Power Ball or something, LOL)

I am thankful for... a husband that isn't afraid to get on the phone and handle bill issues. I hate phone calls, especially ones that are made to fix a problem that wasn't my fault, yet they blame you anyway. Oh, and I'm VERY thankful for a certain bank manager in South Carolina. Unlike our (soon-to-be-former) insurance company, he knows what customer service means!

I am wearing... jammies, of course, it's early!

I am going... to scream if I have on more issue with anything whatsoever!

I am currently reading... Heart-Shaped Box by Joe Hill. I hear he is Stephen King's son, and I can see where he gets his talent!!!

From the learning rooms... Rob is still making A's, and I am still very proud of him! Though, we got a letter saying tuition was going up...will the stream of regrettable news never cease?

I am hoping... that my blues start looking up sooner rather than later.

Noticing that... one tends to want things more when they don't have the means to pay for them...why is that?

Pondering these words... The ornament of a house is the friends who frequent it. ~Emerson

I am hearing... birdies chirping in the tree out front and my cat meowing, wondering where I got off to this time.

From the kitchen... coffee please! Oh, with that new Sugar Free Italian Creme please!

Around the house... chores, chores, and more chores!

One of my favorite things... digging in the dirt. I had so much fun wedding the future flower beds Sunday. What is it about manual labor in the dirt that is so satisfying?

A few plans for the rest of the week: My husband and I are going to assemble a small stone wall around our empty flowerbed, I should really find my paints, and I have to find a new car insurance agency. Did I mention Customer Service is EVERYTHING when you, uh, serve the public!?!?

Here is picture for thought I am sharing... my husband and I were out collecting stones for our mini garden wall and decided to stroll through the local garden center in Harborcreek for some floral inspiration. They are really helpful at Stan's, and there are loads for beautiful things. Here were two of my favorite things from our visit :-)

A beautiful peony at Stan's Garden Center! It was the size of a dinner plate!

LOL, I'm an herb, and didn't even know it!

And this pretty lady was making sure the benches were fit for sale...and was gracious enough to pose for me :-)

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Happy International Scrapbook Day!!!

2010-05-01T00:01:00.000-04:00

Don't forget to download your May Desktop Freebie! I really wanted to make something to celebrate International Scrapbook Day, but my computer doesn't allow me to do anything but scrap...the other functions are evidently too hard for it to handle, since it's ancient. So, no extracting for me :-(

Hopefully, you will enjoy a little beach break every time you sit down to your desk! Happy International Scrapbook Day!!!

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I used products from the following designers to scrap this freebie, make sure you look them up!

(Shoeshoe and TexasHero fonts), papers, net, and shells from a collaboration of designers at Boutique Digiscrap, sand from EloDesigns, papers from Raspberry Road Designs and AzurScrap, and Alpha and drawn heart by Danielle Corbitt.

May Desktop Freebie!!

2010-04-27T22:37:00.000-04:00

It's nearly the end of the month, and you know what that means! Time for a new desktop freebie! My computer acted like a stubborn child pitching a fit, but I finally got the May Desktop Freebie made!

I've had spring fever for a while now, even though it is still holding in the high 40s and low 50s around here. We have daffodils and tulips blooming everywhere, but all I can think about is the beach. It's too cold for me to spend the time I want to at the lake right now, so I decided to dig up some coastal inspired things for this freebie, so it would at least be on my desktop! The resolution of the freebie is 1280x1024, but it should work in other resolutions as well.

It never ceases to amaze me how generous digital scrappers and designers are! I apologize for not having links for the credits, but I'm sure if you search (especially the freebie lists) you can find them all. So, since I have no other news at the moment...here's your freebie! I hope it can be a mini escape for you throughout your day...find an inner place where you can follow your bliss.

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I used products from the following designers to scrap this freebie, make sure you look them up!